Okay, so after thinking it through a bit more I decided not to completely go off the chat. I'm just going to seriously down play it. I spend WAY WAY too much time online as it is. I really need to find other things to do, but there really isn't much I could do. Read books, go for walks, draw, watch t.v. or maybe go visit some family. I do it all. Though, I have to admit, the only family I want to spend time with is like my parents, my sister, and my grandmother. Maybe my aunt Tammy. Maybe I'll go work in the library with her this week. .-. It's better than nothing.
ANYWAYS!! I will continue to get on the chat, but at a much much more regulated moderation. Though, however, I'm still not too sure about this either, because, I still feel a bit stressed out when I'm in there. So, if I suddenly stop signing in on the chat, don't be surprised, because I'm not sure how well my moderation will work. If I continue to feel so... suppressed within the chat I will stop going in there completely for a while. I acted hasty yesterday in an act of frustration. I will try to take it slowly. If that doesn't help though, I will discontinue coming to the chat. Like I said to someone else though, I will not stop coming onto theO and all that completely. I will still get on here, I just wont be on the chat.
If you wish to speak to me, though, message me on MSN, or on here. I'll still check in. Sorry for the hasty reaction yesterday. I'm just not feeling up to par at the moment.
