Hey J (Do you like that name Journal?),
I keep on having visions lately...
Nah, not visions.
F L A S H B A C K S...
Yepp, that's the word.
Flashbacks of my past. I know it. Flashbacks of... being created.
Recently, In the Realm Of Fear, I met this... scientist. About 19 years of age. Brown Hair. Icy blue eyes. He told me... that he created me. Yeah, I know J, Very hard to believe that guy. But for some reason... I believe him. I believe him so much. Chii told me that everything he say is lies. But I can't refuse but to take the scientist's words into thought. It matched the flashback that I had; A Buneary girl in an orange tube, sleeping, with wires attached to her body... The same scientist watching over the girl and writing notes in his book. It basically explains why I'm not afraid of anything... Explains why I don't care most of the time about... well mostly ANYTHING but my friends! Created.... Abomination the darkness named me... A... robot???
Then I am NOT a gijinka... wait... I am human-like though. Since I CAN bleed... and I CAN cry and shed emotions. But I was made. Not born. So... what am I...?
My head is killing me J. What should I do? Should I tell the others?? ... Nah, they will think of me as a monster... a traitor to Gijinka kind. I shouldn't tell them. Let it be secret... for now or forever. Well, time to train with the Hitmonlee in his dojo thing.
Peace and Love.
~Lupe~
