Sorry, the title really has nothing do with anything...I just couldn't think of a title...and Munehiro kept singing 'You are special~'....so...XD
I just felt like posting since I posted that big picture and I have a rule (which I often break) to post something every time I submit a picture.
Lately I've been feeling...empty? I don't know what to do. Especially at 4:00-6:00 I immediately go into the kitchen and do nothing, just sitting in the chair staring at something...maybe watching TV. It's a terrible time...>3>
I have an artblock, I must confess. It is probably due to only being able to use photoshop. I read something where (a certain artist I really like) was asked why he doesn't use SAI and he said that he thinks SAI is too lightweight and photoshop is heavy and that he likes heavy programs. I understand what he means perfectly.
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And I like lightweight programs! ;m; I want to use SAI, but like that lineart I posted in my 'drafts' I obviously can't really use it if it's going to lag to hideously bad.
I also think that my artblock is due to...well, the end of summer block. Every time towards the beginning of school I suddenly can't draw, and then it comes rushing back at the beginning of Fall. That's why I love Fall~! Probably my favourite season next to summer because the skies are just as pretty and the air is crisp and not wet like in summer (XD).
I read Hana no Mizo Shiru! That helped me in my decision making! I need manga to survive...;m; Well, it lifted my spirits...until I finished the most recent chapters...'orz But I feel better! XD I realized by reading it that I've actually already part of it...several times. I just remember every time I read it I was always reading something else and right before bed so I never got very far.
But it is good.
I like subtle shounen-ai.
I REALLY love Boku no Koi no Hanashi Himegoto. I can't remember it well enough to explain what it's about, but I just remember falling in love with it. I was very happy to see that it was licensed and once I get some money I will DEFINITELY order it~! <333 That and Super Junior's new album.
My mom tells me that we probably had paint the entire time...I really want to get to painting so that my mom will pay me. "orz
I've also finally realized something about myself. I like warm colours, things that are soft and calm. I don't know how to explain it that well. I think of it as a 'beige' mindset...or maybe mine is pink. Maybe I'm much girlier than I think I am (as much as I'd hate to admit it, I hate being called girly, but it's probably true...'orz). Something muted. Because I'm boring...XD
Darn personality quiz has stuck with me. How terrible it feels to be told you're boring! ;m;
That's why I think it would be best to have friends that are peaceful and girly like my one Cambodian friend. Despite her terrifying past she's really calm and peaceful, she can be sad at times, but she reminds me of spring. She's spring and I'm fall! XD
I really need to make a character like her. She's one of the most interesting people I've ever met. She stands out from other people in a crowd (because she's the only one standing up straight) because she has this aura about her. I don't think she hates anybody either.
...Wait...woah...I just realized how much I'm like Fall...it makes so much sense now! Okay, so I've figured myself out, on to better things...XD
Isn't that something that a lot of people find important in their lives. To find who they are? You usually can't figure it out, though...if I did just now, how depressing! ;m; I don't like things to end...
I was preventing myself from speaking of this (through my ramblings) but I'll say it anyways.
I keep scrapping manga ideas...But this time I can put them back together! >:D I have another manga plan. Do romantic manga now and then work my way towards mature manga.
So I am thinking/planning to make a one shot series kind of thing. I keep wanting to make a manga that takes place in an artist academy like AAA (Avex Artist Academy) but every time I think up one I throw it away immediately because I realize there would be no point it making it take place in a place like that. Then I thought about most of my romantic manga...they all take place in schools (naturally) so I thought...why I don't I keep those ideas and make them all set at an artist academy? And I could show different aspects of the academy. Like some could be majoring in theatre, some in vocals, some in dance, stuff like that.
But they're all romantic stories...so I'll have to make the art academy magical in some way...I mean, not literally! XD It's not a flying school or anything! XD Something liike that it has rumors having to do with love or something...I dunno...maybe it doesn't matter.
So I plan to do a manga for each category just so I can become a more well-rounded mangaka (XD...I dunno why but that sounds so funny! XD):
Shounen ai
Shoujo ai
From the point of view of a girl
From the point of view of a guy
What other romance genres are there!? Not yaoi and yuri...
If you have any other suggestions on romantic genres please tell me in the comments of this post! ;w;
Shoujo ai might be a bit of challenge, but I think I can do it based on the personalities of women...maybe...
Oh, I dunno if I have said this before (I feel I've been repeating myself this whole post...if I have I'm sorry...XD) but I have been watching Super Junior Show...in other words, I've been watching old videos of Super Junior and just...WHY ARE THEY SO SWEET TO EACH OTHER!? TT^TT
Just in the first episode Donghae and Eunhyuk kept complimenting each other about (Eunhyuk to Donghae) having a sunshine smile and (Donghae to Eunhyuk) being very handsome, and their reactions were so adorable~! X3 And Heechul kissed Hangeng...and what's with all of them taking pictures of each other in the shower?!
In one episode I hear them tell a story about how they took a picture of so-and-so in the shower and then in the next it's about how somebody else did the same thing. Is this what they do in their spare time?!
Bye-bye~! So you guys again some other time! XD (Not really see...but you know what I mean...XD)
