I've returned from the depths of Hell...

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I woke up at 4:30 AM this morning to pack and get ready to go...but it's not like I was going to leave at that time. I didn't leave until 4:00-ish PM...>3> And the toilet was clogged, most people go to the bathroom when they wake up, so we were both in pain from not having gone to the bathroom. It was a very uncomfortable day.

We had stayed up last night until 11:00 PM, which isn't so bad considering we didn't get back to our rooms until 9:00 PM...

I'm just really tired...

Oh, yeah, the camp. It was terrible. Some people we nice, a lot of them were just...too much...too outgoing and too arrogant...They WERE good at Academic Team, all of them, but that doesn't make them smarter than anyone else. All we did was memorize, memorize, memorize, which I totally disagree with. So now I have a very low respect for Academic Team and question if I should even join it again next year...Uggg...Maybe it was just the camp that was terrible.

Everyone was also really competitive...

They were also all very religious. I heard some kids talking about how they hated John Lennon because he made that comment that The Beatles are more popular than Jesus...which...who cares if that's true? Just because Jesus isn't totally popular doesn't mean you should be mad at the guy who's just pointing this out. I mean, they COULD be. Christianity isn't the only religion out there, stop being so stuck up about your religion...>.>

This other girl who I kept talking to for some reason was talking to one of her friends about how stupid this one girl was for writing a paper supporting Kevorkian...which...I don't know anybody who didn't support him, and I guess now I do. You shouldn't make fun of people for their beliefs like that.

I don't think I make fun of people like that. If I do I don't mean to...O.o;

A lot of the people there weren't my kind of people. But I did make friends with this one girl with a pink panda hat. She was nice and a good player, too, but she wasn't in your face about it like most of the other people.

There was this one weird guy that I was TOTALLY surprised that he was even good. He was...literally a 'cool' guy. I could see him playing guitar, smoking something (doesn't really need any specifications), and do any other things that cool people do...(I doesn't hang out with 'cool' people so I wouldn't know...actually...I do, but I don't really like them). He was okay, except he kept laughing at everything.

I felt really bad for this one kid, even though he shouldn't have been doing it, he lost his calculator because he left it in the mythology class (I remember seeing him leave it there, but we left it there so that he could come back for it because he ran out of the room) because he was playing with it during class. The teachers and the students all started laughing at him and making fun of him, and he was already sorta in despair. I think that was a jerk-ish thing on everyone's part doing that. I mean, he needs to learn not to do that, but don't rub it in his face.

And also one of the people from my school...he...doesn't say 'smart' things, but it's not stupid, but he was explaining something during class and that 'cool' kid and his friend started laughing at him and picking apart what he was saying and calling him stupid. I don't know if he payed attention to that...but that made me mad...>.>

The food was good, though...but again...no bathroom ('cause toilet is clogged) so it was kinda bothersome...>3> Also all the eating times were really close together so we were never actually hungry at any of the times, but late at night we'd be hungry and thirsty and we didn't have any drinks. Well, we DID, but we had to share and drink a tiny bit each. And there was NO WATER! My mouth felt soooo so dry that entire camp...ugghhh...

Each class we had to take a test in every day and my friend and I always made bad grades on them. But they're just tests there to make you feel bad...>.> They really were. None of this goes against you in any way except that you don't get any advantage in the end game...

I don't like quick recall which was the main focus of the camp. I thought it would include writing, but it never did. So that really bothered me (same for my friend). I rarely answered any questions...except I turned out to be one of the very few people to answer the questions in the last game thingy-ma-doo. But everyone had ridiculous reflexes so I missed a lot that I really knew....'orz

There were still nice people there. Like this one guy was really nice and friendly and surprisingly not too competitive, but you could tell he had fun saying answers to things anyways. He was on my team once and I guess ever since then he'd say hi to me...but that happened with a lot of my team members. There was also this one girl who had a really thick accent who was really nice. Come to think about it...I think we were all on the same team...O.o; That girl with the pink panda hat was on my team once, also. I was also on a team of people who never answered questions either (surprisingly we won all our games...XD) and they were all very nice.

But everyone was YOUNGER THAN ME! That's what kinda killed me...that these people think they're better than me when they're younger than me...Tsk...>3> I feel narcissistic also...saying that. But I truly believe in respecting those older than you, even by one year. Unless it's by a few months, then it doesn't matter too much.

Everyone looked old, too...O.o; It was awkward...

Oh, but it was fun with my friend. We pretended to be Ciel and Sebastian at one point and read some lines from Kuroshitsuji, and we read a lot of manga, and talked a TON. It turns out she was adopted! O.O I thought that from the start 'cause she looks nothing like her parents. I told her that, that's really cool because how many kids do you know who've been adopted? It's nothing to be ashamed of. I dunno why people are always like "Aww, I'm sorry," when they hear that. I think it brings up that it's a bad thing and that they SHOULD be ashamed of themselves instead of the other way around.

I dunno, I just always thought about that.

And we also have the same basic political opinions. We're very similar, except she's more...more...interesting and more of a role model than I am. She is very pure and kind and never wants anybody to feel bad or sad so she never does anything bad. She's a very good person.

I'm tired of talking about this...blah...

I'm not going back there again.

'nyways, I REALLY like the vocals on this song:

I love the feel of it and the picture in the video! It's inspirational for me. I've always wanted to hear a voice like that in a vocaloid song. I think it's really pretty and good for vocaloid. I like what I call 'misty' voices. They're not boring soft, they're slightly raspy and they have that feeling of mist like 'ssshhhhhh' not 'ffffuuuu'. The 'ffffuuu' makes me sleepy and bored. 'fffuuu' is more like Miki or Gumi. It kinda sounds like they're yawning when they're singing. I like it when it sounds like they're whispering or something.

Time to get back to the regular stuff! I'm excited to get back to it...but it'll have to wait until tomorrow since I'm really really tired! TT^TT

Somebody on DA posted a poll that basically just asks people to post their favourite DA artists and I'm having a fun time going through them! I'm finding artists I hadn't seen before!

Lemme post my favourite artists on DA with some of their art for example:

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