This always happens when I post that I'm going to do something...like play Harvest Moon. After watching SHINee's Lucifer, again, I decided to watch more of their videos 'cause their dancing is really good...and I can't stop watching this one:
I don't really like the song, but the dance...O.O I MUST LEARN THIS! Somehow!!
That's what I've been doing the entire time...'orz Actually, I ate dinner and then watched Jon Stewart and Colbert...and now I keep watching that video....and I don't feel like playing Harvest Moon anymore...>3>
I want to start just learning dances daily or something. I don't know why I want to learn all these dances. What good will they do me? I just want to learn them to learn them, or to shove it in anybody's face that I CAN dance...
Maybe if I get enough talent in certain things it'll help me someday! >:D
Liiike I need to be talented in music and dance and acting and film and writing and drawing and science and language and history and other things...
I've got so much determination! *.* I feel like, if things don't work out, I will go mad! I mean, not insane mad, I mean mad with determination! Like if I don't get into college for some reason or something like that, I will go to EVERY COLLEGE I CAN FIND AND APPLY TO IT, just 'cause...and see what will take me. Or if I can't find any jobs I want, I WILL HUNT THEM DOWN! Even if they're on the other side of the world (which I'm totally fine with, mon, I love the world too much). Orrr if my dreams don't work out so far, I will just try EVERYTHING to get to them, OR ELSE! >3>
I've been thinking, also, for some reason...like if I ever go to Japan, no, WHEN I go to Japan to live there I will first get a simple job, or a fun job (I wanna work in a maid cafe! :D...No, I'm kidding...XD) then start hunting down visual kei groups that need singers (not that I could ever sing for a visual kei group! XD I have a soft voice...but who knows, maybe that's what some group needs or something)...or some other way. I really want to work in a group...I mean, be in a band of some kind. It looks very fun...
Oi, sorry, I just made another random post...It was going to be short..."orz
I'll play Harvest Moon....I guess...after this...buut I'm at the part where I'm trying to get a certain type of egg to get a certain bell and my ducks or chickens are still babies and I don't feel like waiting for them to grow...>.>
