Bored....;_;

And I'm listening to SNSD's Gee...yet I'm bored...? Not making me pumped up at all...Okay...maybe a little bit...XD

I finished that list of the manga for the D's...and I started to get mroe onto my list...but I went by like 4 pages and hardly got much of a list...TT^TT And the ones I do have I'm not even excited to read...>.>

And I want to draw a picture of a new character that I had a dream about...Well...no...actually she was just in there for a brief moment and for some reason I was saying stuff like 'That's not fair! She's too awesome' and then go into this pose: 'orz

Soooo...I want to draw her, and she does look really awesome and she's a fighting character and I already got some of her back story...Just hit me in the face, mon, instant ideas for her.

I want to draw a picture of her, but I can't figure out how to draw her pose...I'm thinking of looking for references...but she's kinda just standing there with her hands in fists....O.o Not sure how to find references of that...O.o

And I created 6 girls for that MaxP thingy...buuut...now I have to create 6 boys...Problem with this is that I made the 6 girls so that I like all of them and they all have their bad sides and good sides and celebrity sides, PLUS I used Hello!Project members for reference (actually, just Berryz Koubou....XD) to create one that is popular, interesting, and suitable for Jpop idol stuff...So I thought I could do the same thing for the boys, but I CAN'T! TT^TT Because the website I got the info from Berryz Koubou and stuff doesn't have any of the Johnny&Associate's members...>.> So I don't remember (or know...I don't really follow boy bands that much) what male Jpop idols are like...TT^TT

Haha...isn't it a strange coincidence that now I'm listening to a SMAP song! XD I mean, that wasn't on purpose my music is on shuffle...

And people keep saying that SMAP is a terrible band, but they're popular with women because they appeal to each type of girl...Well...I don't think any member is particularly attractive, but I like their music...So does Micheal Jackson, so THERE! >:P

It makes me even sadder that he died because I bet he was just getting into Jpop and that stuff and could've opened up a whole new world of Jpop sounding music in America, but NOOO he died...>.> So depressing...TT^TT You were the person who could make more tolerance in the world, but you died! TT^TT

And then the only other person like him is Daichi Miura...but he's not very popular at all...O.o Which he should be...

I mean, there are other people who are probably as famous as Micheal Jackson (apparently not since I can't think of anybody...XD) maybe BoA can bring the Jpop...but you know how most people are with foreigners in most countries, if it's not American it's not cool...>.> No even Utada Hikaru...>.>

Haha! Madonna!...no...Lady Gaga?...No...Hrmm...I really don't know anybody who could do this except for Micheal Jackson...TT^TT So depressing...

WOAH! O.O Totally went off track there! XD

So last night I was reading zis manga and I finished it and it was a shoujo romance manga and I didn't LOVE it, but it really makes me want to write a shoujo manga even more...My only problem is my style...I don't like the shoujo style, I like the seinen style...but aren't those completely different...XD But I guess any manga can have any kind of style.

If I wrote a shoujo manga would you want to read it?

I have several ones in my head, tell me which ones you'd like to read!

First idea is about a tom boyish tough girl with a really pretty face, but is told by the most popular boy in school (who dreams to become a photographer so he's usually looking for pretty people to take pictures of) tells her that she is ugly and she wonders why ('cause the situation that he told her in was really weird...O.o) he would tell her that of all things so she refuses to ever talk to him and has a grudge on him for that. But the real reason he told her she was ugly was to hide the fact that he had a crush on her (hard to explain, mon....XD).

Then another one is where the most popular boys in school who have nothing to do with each other and don't usually talk to each other figure out they all have a crush on the same girl, who isn't at all popular or significantly attractive, and so they go out of their way to get her without losing their status (they can't ask her out because if she declines then that'll probably ruin their status or just embarrass them incredibly).

And that's all I have so far, plus I'll tell you the one that I was working on but can't figure out an ending at all:

The more feminine member of a visual kei band (y'know, the kind of guy who dresses up like a girl...like Mana...) has a crush on one of the models that has come in to work with them on their upcoming music video, but the more they hang out the more he begins to get closer to her with her just thinking that they're becoming best friends and finally confesses to her only to be rejecting with her saying 'Oh, sorry, I thought you were gay.'

So I got to that point and I was like...'Oh crap...how is this going to end, now!?' because that's usually one of the things that leads to mental scarring and so that they're afraid of women and then they grow up and change to be more attractive to eachother accidentally...But they're already grown up and what-not...O.o So I have no clue what to do...XD

I want to think of a good original manga, but none of them sound very original...>.> And it has to be sweet and have a nice ending or something, and short...but I really can't think of anything...O.o

Bahh...I'll go do something...>.> I'm bored even writing this! TT^TT Maybe I'll go back and read some of the manga that I've already read the first chapter of to see if I really do like it (the ones I've been thinking about reading).

Okay then, byebye-! ^ ^

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