So I went to community chat. I have no clue how that thing works and everyone is talking to fast and it feels like I'm drowning....TT^TT I don't like them...
But I do feel like RPing something...but I don't know where or how I am going to RP something...Because I forgot my passwords on neopets, and my birthday that I put in, and it's not even that good of a place to RP...>.>
I went on Gaia, also. I felt like trying out new things! XD I asked for critiques...but Gaia makes my internet so slow so I'll just look at the replies to my topic later...>.>
But I get rather annoyed when I ASK for CRITIQUES and all they tell is that it's good or they like it, not CRITIQUES...>.>
And my dear friend told me that she gets on a lot, told me that she will PM me her new account, well, she's never on and she never PMed me..so I won't get to talk to her until school starts up again...Gehhh...>.>
So, yeah, anyways. Anybody willing to RP..ermm...something with me? Like right now? Liiike...medieval, fantastical, or something japanese? Or futuristic? Because I'm rather bored.
If you guys don't see this until tomorrow or something, know that I usually get on around 1:00 pm and 4:00 pm at latest. This is because I sleep really late and eat breakfast and there might be something good on...like The Colbert Report or The Daily Show...or a stand-up comedian that's actually funny. There was ONE guy who was actually funny, but he wasn't really that funny...O.o
Oh, and I just thought about something. Anybody ever commission somebody something and never actually get what you asked for...It always turns out for me that I either don't tell them the exact details as to what I want, or I tell them the wrong ones. Like when I asked for a commission of my OC Alice, since she's black and white and apparently black clothes with white hair means evil...O.o Well, the artist gave me back a very blood picture...O.o It was good, but that's not Alice, she also wasn't a little girl. Also I always seem to commission the asian americans...XD I don't know why...XD Well they're usually the only artists with cheap commissions or the only people with commissions...there was a guy there with really good art, but his prices were like 20 dollars for just a sketch...While the other people say only 10...And then it goes up like 30 dollars for better quality. And they weren't even my style...O.o
I kinda feel like I want to be one of those people doing the commissions for people in the anime conventions....but then I think about all the neato stuff I'll be missing (like Quaff interviews, of course I can go to that and leave for one hour, but it's too much of a fuss) and then the people I don't know coming up to me and asking for yaoi commissions...TT^TT Like, they tell me and then if I don't like the sound of it I say no. Or that I won't let them commission characters from Inuyasha, FMA, Bleach, or Naruto...Or just not existing characters because I'm not good with that! XD Unless they provide a picture and they aren't from any of the shows I listed. I just can't draw the characters...there's not passion...and I'll procrastinate or end up giving them a really poorly drawn picture...TT^TT
So, to the point, I don't think I should do commissions at anime conventions....ever...But in the future I might do them on the internet, just saying. I WILL do commissions, just not at anime conventions. My mom doesn't like Pay Pal for some reason, but then when I told her that I can earn money drawing with commissions, but I need Pay Pal to do that, then she went 'Ohhh...' So maybe she'll let me get a Pay Pal account, finally. Just not now because my art is crap right now! XD
I dunno if I'm in an artblock, or what. But ever since I bought DOGS and Grimm's Fairy Tales today, I've not been doing anything. I think I have this problem that I can be very patient, but I won't be do anything during that time. So if I'm waiting...I will do nothing but kill time and wait...So I hope it comes...Thursday? It would ship tomorrow, and then come Thursday, hopefully...Unless it comes tomorrow! Err...I'm too excited! XD And I'm waiting too much...
Also, whenever I step into my room and look at my desk (filled with papers and copics and drawing supplies) I want to draw something traditionally. But then I remember that if I draw something, colour it well, then want to post it on here...I CAN'T SCAN IT!! TT^TT I have a scanner, but it puts a big line through the whole thing. I'm kinda sad remembering that I wanted to enter that crayon challenge...but I couldn't scan my picture right because of that big line...TT^TT
Well, even if I have that line I still want to scan this one picture that I drew during exams. It reminds me of Gackt-sama! XD
And my cat is staring at my hands while I type. I know that sounds cute, but it's really scary because she has this serious look on her face like she wants to bites my hands off...I gave her some water...She's acting weird...O.o And a bit scary...O.o
Wow...my brother just distracted me again...He kept talking to me on Skype...very annoying...>.> What's Golden Boot? It said that you could talk about that for free...Why they're advertising that, I don't know? Especially when we are already talking for free...And yet again my brother interrupts my typing...TT^TT
My mom just told me that she used the slow shipping thing so I'm probably not going to get my books until NEXT WEEK! TT^TT I can't wait that long...
And I just thought I'd tell you guys, because when I tell you guys things I won't do them. So I was thinking of creating a youtube alias. I would do song covers and dance covers of songs and dances I like (maybe some commentary stuff) while wearing my signature sun glasses (which I don't have any...O.o) and my black turtle neck and kenpo pants...Yep. And I'd be all totally anti-social and would be totally secret and answer questions in riddles...But I don't think I'll ever do that....hopefully not...Because it just seems to be a distraction...learning dances and then filming and what-not...>.> Plus I don't like to perform in front of my family...I don't know why...O.o
It's very embarrassing. Maybe because one day I was singing on Karaoke Revolution and then my parents came in and laughed and mocked me...So now I'm forever scarred...TT^TT But that's probably not the reason...still...anytime I hear the song 'My Girl' I get really embarrassed...TT^TT
And speaking of Gackt-sama...up there...I'm DYING to see the trailer for Bunraku! I wanna hear Gackt-sama speak English with an American actor! ^ ^
My 'g' key and 'w' key aren't working very well...
Speaking of keyboards, every time I study my Japanese it always reminds me of my friend. Because she brought her laptop to school (actually, the YMCA...it was a Lock In...it was very fun), and she's Taiwanese and doesn't really speak that much English so she was typing in Chinese and I was really confused because as she was typing the characters on the screen kept changing and I noticed that she kept using other strange buttons. And her keyboard was English and Chinese...O.o It was a really weird sight...But I think I understand, now. Because you can write some words in Kanji and in hiragana, so she was probably typing in normal Chinese and then it turned into traditional Chinese on certain words just like hiragana and Kanji. So I always keep that in mind.
And I read a TINY bit of my Sailor Moon manga which is only in Japanese (straight from Japan) and it was a little description of Tuxedo Mask. I think it said that he is always there when the Sailor Senshi need help. Because it said something like Itsumo Sera Senshi tasu wo tasukete...something something...I can't remember the romaji! XD But I was kinda confused because, I didn't read the kanji, I just read the hiragana over the Kanji, but I thought that there is usually romaji over the kanji now. So I looked at the year it was published...and it was in 1995...XD Now that explains everything...XD I'd like to read a manga that has recently been published because I think the writing would look different. Also, I heard that they're writing from left to write nowadays...but my manga is written from top to bottom...right to left...(I know because it has arrows pointing which way it's read...for some reason...O.o). But I'd like to read my Sailor Moon manga, first.
And the romaji for Tuxedo Mask is something like Takitsudo Kamen...it's really weird. I thought it'd be more like Takusido...O.o And Japanese is actually really easy to read even though there's no spaces!
I'm going to go edit a world so that I can post any stories that I'm writing there...I might write one tonight, who knows. Though it might be written like a Light Novel...because they're easy to write and when I go back and read what I wrote I get pumped up because it's so fast! So I like reading light novels! XD
Okay! Bye-bye! ^ ^
