I've finally made a decision, after looking over a lot of things...I am now going to force myself to change! By changing, I mean, try to stop procrastinating or being lazy and go the extra mile!
The things I've been saying over and over again that I'll do, I WILL DO! For instance, starting tomorrow ('cause today is almost over) I will comment on as many people's pictures as I can ('cause sometimes there's nothing to say), work on my japanese (memorizing...TT^TT), go exploring on MB and DA (y'know, the forums and stuff, and look for the things I've heard of but never found), start drawing pictures for critiques and FOLLOW those critiques (usually I'll just say that, yeahhh, I'm lazy...oh, well, thanks anyways...), write something, work more on Gemini (which I haven't been doing), work on another manga (one shot or COSPLAY WARS...not sure...O.o), and that's what I'll do tomorrow...
'cept...hrmm...uhh...I don't think I can do ALL of that in one day...so maybe the working on manga and pictures and writing and can be spread out or on different days. Because a picture usually takes me 2 or more hours and then a page on manga studio (plus fixing it if it's messed up) probably takes me 3 or more hours, but then writing takes me like...*cough* 30 minutes *cough* Seriously one time I wrote 6 pages of a story in around 30 minutes...XD It was actually pretty good...but then I never finished it...XD I don't like the plot of it anymore...if there WAS one...O.o
I must spread the love and hardwork...and I haven't been working hard at all when it comes to drawing, and I think it's about time I did because I REALLY want my style to look cleaner and more...well, stylistic, but whatever I'm doing isn't working and I can tell I either need help or need to start trying to copy pages of manga with styles that I like exactly...O.o Which is a bit too much trouble if you think about it.
I want my own style, but I want it to appeal to me also. Right now I have my own style, but I really hate it...and all my pictures I look at as disgusting. I want to like my art some time! TT^TT
Geh...gehhh...>.> I must change....I shall start by going to sleep and taking a shower tomorrow! And thankfully my mom made bread so I won't starve in the morning again! I only eat sweets in the morning and bread = cinnamon toast. And my mom got a bread maker so now she's always making bread (however, sometimes it's gross...like bread with fruit in it...I really don't like bread and fruit together).
Maybe I'm just thinking like this because I had pineapples and blueberries for dessert...O.o My two favourite fruits! I love lots of fruit! XD I will eat only fruit, bread, dairy, fish, peas, corn, and broccoli when I live alone...I'm not a vegetarian, if you're wondering. I just don't like most meat...I'm okay with chicken and steak...but that's the only thing I'll eat besides fish. Raw fish, nya! Seriously raw fish is better for you than baked fish, did you know that? Because you MIGHT kill the germs (or whatever) in the fish but you'll also kill the vitamins and minerals that are good for you. This is why most of the Japanese are so healthy and thin, because they eat a lot of sushi (no, I'm just kidding, but they're probably healthier than most Westerners).
Strange things you can learn from Gillian McKeith! XD
I find this strange:
Gillian McKeith
Jillian Michaels
They're both people who have shows that help people lose weight, they're both named Jillian (though it's spelled differently), and their last names both begin with M's...I just find that weird...O.o
Okay, I should go to bed now...XD
