I'm DETERMINED to finish this drawing I'm doing. I just finished the lineart...
It's just that I've had interruptions all day...Some of them are my fault. Like I drew the pose first, but then I wanted to find some Megurine Luka songs to listen to...and then I decided to go back to my picture, I finished drawing the picture, and then I did PART of the lineart...but then I was hungry, so I went to get something quick to eat, but then The Next Food Network Star was on...and I wanted to watch it because I liked the people this time around. Last time they were all selfish snobs....They were really rude...O.o But this time we have a lady with no confidence! Yay! I'm actually shooting for her to win since she's the sweetest, really good at cooking, very creative, and very charming. So I want her to win.
And then my parents came home and they wanted to watch An Education, which I HAD to watch since it was nominated for Best Picture at the Academy Awards...so I watched it...
But the lineart is now all bumpy and not as clean as it was when I first started...Why? Because I felt rather shaken after watching that movie. It's not a thriller or anything it was just...really...disturbing for me...O.o It was kinda like a depressing romantic movie or something. It was rated PG-13, don't worry.
I'll post a review of it when I get over the story.
It was about this 16-year-old girl who fell in love with this older man who was rather mysterious, but very kind (in a creepy way...how could she not notice that?), but it turns out he's not all that he says he is. And she starts doing all this stuff for him so that they can live together, like quitting school (even though she is a really good student and wants to go to Oxford University) and she smokes more and drinks and....ehhh...
The worse part was their relationship. Maybe I just didn't like the actor, because his best friend seemed to become closer to her, too....but I kinda liked those parts...XD But the rest I was just like...O.o Scarred for life...
There was nothing really dirty in it, or disgusting, but I just can't deal with the whole more than 20 years apart relationship. That's why I can't read most yaoi (that and it's disgusting) because there's always the little teen boy with the adult man much older than him. It's just creepy...O.o
I can kinda relate the story to Kago Ai's relationship with some guy who is like 20 or more years older than her and how she was having an affair with him. Maybe his influence made her smoke, and ruined her life. Very similar to the movie...So this is a lesson kids, don't fall in love with somebody more than 10 years older than you...
I mean, I have crushes on people like Keiyuu, Takeru, Masato, Yuya Tegoshi, Daichi Miura, and Shou...and they're 8 years older than me or so (actually Keiyuu is 13 years older than me...XD)...but the thing is, I don't really ever want to have a relationship with them, and I won't be mad if they have a relationship with somebody else (maybe with Daichi Miura if it isn't a person I approve of, like BoA or Maki Goto...XD). I'm saying that if I were ever at their level of success or higher and a celebrity like them, I don't think I'd want a relationship with either of them because they're too much older than me. I'm still waiting for a person who looks like them who's around my age...>.> Though...I'm not sure how old Takeru is...if he started when he was 16 (like I think he did) he'd be 20...which is 5 years older than me....which isn't that bad...But still...>.>
What was I going to talk about? Ermm...Oh, yeah (this wasn't really it)!
Luna Sea is a really good band...O.O I hear that a lot of visual kei artists are inspired by Luna Sea, and I can see why. Not that I like most of their songs...but the songs that I DO like are BRILLIANT. They're how most visual kei bands should sound. I don't like most of their songs because they're just not to my tastes, too soft or too 'beautiful' I prefer epic-ness.
Oh, and One Ok Rock is annoying me:
I like all of their songs...>.> For some reason I'm mad about that! XD I dunno why I'm not happy about that...maybe it's that I LIKE their songs, but they don't particularly make me feel the kinds of things I do with my favourite bands...Like FLOW, AAA, Alan, Kra, Kagrra, Every Little Thing, and Yo Hitoto (maybe more, but I don't feel like looking so hard) remind me of blue skies. Which is why I like their music. But...One Ok Rock...all I see/hear is their music...and that it's catchy...But the singer is really talented, so maybe I can come to like them as much as the other bands that I love.
And some band called Psycho Le Cemu...FIRST TIME I've heard (of bands that I've actually read about) of a member using a drug besides tobacco or alcohol....O.O He used METH! DUN-DUN-DUUUN!! And he got arrested for it. Which, y'know, I think he deserved. Because you need to be taught a lesson for that, that's a really serious drug. I don't see why people want to do it. All that happens is that you feel good ONE TIME, and then you just feel like you're being ripped to shreds inside or being eaten alive afterwards, plus you're addicted, plus it makes you really ugly...So don't do it. But their music is pretty good, despite that one member.
I should get back to my drawing! XD
40-year-old Virgin is on...which I've never seen...Another interruption...TT^TT
