Huff....Huff...EGAD, MON!! DX

[laughs] I keep making weird titles for my posts! XD

I just ordered volumes 2, 3, and 4 of Chocolat, and pre-ordered volumes 1 and 2 of Deadman Wonderland. But I forgot Ouran!! TT^TT

I almost had a panic attack a few minutes ago, I was hyperventilating and everything (hence the breathing sounds). I forgot about Ouran!! Well, I looked on wiki, and yes, the 13th one is out without me knowing, but the 14th one will be out on June (or was it July?) 6th, so by that time I'd have Deadman Wonderland, school would be over, and I could buy the most recent 2 volumes, and maybe pre-order the 15th (if it comes out this year)...I had it all planned out...and THEEENNNN...

Then I went on amazon and I thought that it DIDN'T say that I could pre-order it, and that means that I has already been released, and that means I've been neglecting Ouran, and that means I'm not the fan I thought I was....NUUUU!! TT^TT *cries in a corner* WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN!? But, it didn't...not...say that...Okay, so I can still buy it after I get the 2nd volume of Deadman Wonderland and pre-order the next one (my plan is for Ouran is to either buy one and pre-order the other, or buy two and pre-order the other one...I will not buy one and then be bashing my head into the wall like I did with Chocolat...so thank GOD I'm buying THREE of Chocolat!! TT^TT)

Yes, a very otaku/fan-girl post, I know...XD But I can't help it!! I ridiculously love Ouran!! <3 And I love Chocolat and-and DEADMAN WONDERLAND!! <333 And I AM a fan-girl, and I think anybody'd think the same as me...

I think too much...>.> I'm always planning strange things...Kuh! I sound like Mariko! NUUU!! THIS WON'T WORK EITHER!! Most of my characters are LIKE ME!! TT^TT Waiiiit...is that a bad thing? I've been randomly interviewing my friends at school without them knowing so that I can create more realistic characters are unlike me...

Unfortunately, I made Kiyoshi too much like me (not talent-wise, but personality-wise...if I wasn't shy...that is...and all his likes and dislikes except for the loving America thing, which I actually got from Keiyuu's love of Canada...not that he loves it...O.o).

WELL!! I just now read Toshokan Senso: Spitfire! which I LOVE!! Not that I can't actually relate to it...but I think of the books she wants as manga...You see, it's about a bill thing that was passed that confiscates any unsuitable literature from libraries, or bookstores, so some force tries to stop them and such and such...I'm VERY bad at explaining this! DX Well, it's translated Library Wars: Spitfire! So, maybe that'll help explain what I mean--

Nee...I just sneezed on my cat....XD...Twice!

Back to what I was saying! Well, there's also an anime, which I've watched, which is basically EXACTLY like it, except I noticed that in the manga the characters (actually only in the first chapter...I think?) look completely different.

The main character, who is a girl, looks like a girl in the manga, but in the anime she looks more like a boy.

And then the main...I guess, male protagonist? Or her teacher or something, he looked really rough in the manga (and definitely not his height *snickers*), but in the anime he looked more like a bishie...

And pictures to compare:

Manga (sorry, bad picture):

The girl you see is, of course, the main character. And in the first panel, the guy to her right is the other guy...O.o Dojo, let's just call him buy his real name!

Anime:

The main character is the girl with her arm up (*cough* only girl in the picture), and Dojo is to her right (again...O.o)...Well, look at the HUGE difference!! I didn't even recognize Dojo in the manga (I watched the anime first, then I figured out there was a manga). Of course I recognized the main character, though! "Girl with short hair"

Gehhh...I wonder if I should start making some of posts on here posts with a manga strip or something....It's just the way how I explain things are with gestures...and I'm very emotional...neh, whatever...>.>

GAH! This little emoticon: >.> I use it a lot, it looks like an annoying face, but it's supposed to be my ,"...On to the next topic" face, or my ", Nevermind...I wasn't going there..." face, not my annoyed face! So if you find me to be irritated a lot, I'm not, I'm just looking to the side like a sigh, kinda...but...more of an embarrassing kinda look, that's what that look is...XD

Y'see I was using those on Manga Bullet, and they kept making them irritated face, but that's not what I thought they were! TT^TT I thought they were embarrassed faces! XD I mean...I don't really like the following embarrassed emoticons:

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Neh, they look like, well, y'know in shoujo manga, like I'm in a romantically embarrassing situation, so I don't use them...they just look weird....>.>

About that serious manga I talked of last, that I said I shouldn't be telling you about....well, it wasn't a secret, I just didn't have it all together (plus I was in a rush and I couldn't finish what I wasn't saying so it sounded weird).

I've thought it through more, and it'll be like a...dark comedy? I can't stop making comedies!! TT^TT I can't help it!! All I watch and read are comedies (well...there's the occasional stuff like Jigoku Shoujo, Deadman Wonderland, Zashiki Onna).

I don't have a plot YET! But I'm planning on making it like a second World War...GAH!! *slaps self* What am I talking about!? I mean THIRD WORLD WAR!! World War II was my favorite war because it was HUGE! But the third world war should be better!!

It would take place in the FAAAR future (farther than A.I....but MUCH before the end of it...O.o) where the human race is spread out in different parts of the universe (in the solar system, but...well...I won't tell you anymore about this solar system of ours...*cough* that won't live forever *cough*).

Anyways, the human civilization, or the common world, or WHATEVER, the replacement of Earth is made up of humans and androids. And, of course, androids are being discriminated against. But, what else would happen? I mean, they make all those horror stories about androids! Well, they're basically like computers, they're getting more and more advanced, but they still crash, and so you throw them away, and they're always making new models.

They newest technology of their generation (ours is androids...OMIGOSH!! KOREA!! XD) is humans being put into android bodies to live longer. Only the richest of the rich can do this! I thought of this one day...I just thought it was interesting.

And they're creating new models and blahhh...

Well, I have the characters, actually, only like...three or four...XD

I have Mint, who I've already posted a picture of. She's one of the newer models, but she's nothing important. Like the generation's newest technology or anything, she's just a new model of "perfect soldiers" androids who are created for war, though she will not be put in war.

I have some old model robot. Since the androids in this story will all be very realistic looking (except their ears and a few other things so that you don't mistake an android for a human), this old model robot is very shiny, she's the shiny version of androids. She has fake hair, that's basically just a model, so it doesn't move. And she was found in the trash, even though she was still in perfectly good quality.

Now, I got the idea for her from Ghost in the Shell, she's a nurse android, and the nurse androids in Ghost in the Shell were really pretty, but they were more realistic, so she'd be a much older model of that, so she could easily be found to be an android.

Anyways, the main character, I've decided, is a 30-year-old man who has had many health problems. And he found her in the dump and fixed her up, since he's an engineer, but he used to be a famous idol of some sort...well, he was really famous, but then he had a downfall and...I haven't gotten through all that, and I won't tell you anyways! He won't tell the robot his name, and any time it slips, he usually destroys that memory of that in her hard drive, so she always calls him "Mister" and nothing else, because she thinks that's his name (thought of this while trying to come up with a name).

I'll probably draw a picture of him, but I'm afraid he'll look weird, or too bishounen...TT^TT Well, he became deaf earlier in his life, and he had enough money to get "android ears" so he looks like an android now, but he's actually a cyborg. And he's quite indifferent towards androids, he doesn't want to be called one, but he doesn't hate them, and he doesn't like humans that much either, so he's just in between. He's a man who just wants to be alone.

Oh! And he also can't feel anything, taste anything, and he's beginning to lose his sight, but he can't fix that because he's poor...And I MUST make him my favorite type of tough character! The guy with the sunglasses, afro-ish hair, tan skin, and beard! <333

YES!! I've ADMIRED to much people like that! And I always thought to myself, if I was a tough/rough looking man, I'd look like this, and if I was a bishie looking boy, I'd look like this...yep...XD And if I was the slinky time of girl (build-wise, I'm actually the bony type...TT^TT) then I'd look like Shiro! XD

I'll probably draw them later! Oh! I just realized this while coming up with the characters! Why would they make ONE female model and no male model of a WAR android? So, since Mint was a mistake (and she's the only model, besides her twin who looks like this, all the other male models look like her), well, all androids have a twin model, they aren't identical, but they were both born on the same day. So I need to make Mint's twin...

Every android has a twin of the same model, one boy, one girl, and these models are repeated, except their colors are changed. So, a lot of androids look the same...Anyways, since Mint was a mistake, then her brother must be a mistake, too and should look like a girl...sooooo....

Oh! And how you can tell if they're a girl or boy is a chip implanted in their chests, and they also have an imprint (or whatever you call it) of their gender on their chests.

Okay! That's enough of telling you! XD

I'm still working on that picture! I'm trying to think up things so that I don't mess up before I start, and I'm trying to figure out certain poses, too...

Ohhh!!! And ANDROIDS!! REAL ANDROIDS!!!

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