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i hate this >_< i've been working at this place for 8 months now, and nobody up there has asked for my phone number, which i don't expect them to,...except for this one guy, so i gave it to him, then he asks for my facebook, so i gave him that as well, well, we've added each other on facebook-i added him since he never added me- and we've been texting back and forth for a week or so now, i've grown quite fond of the guy, even before he asked for my facebook and tele, but we never talk at work, mainly because i can never bring up the nerve to actually say anything to him, anywayz, recently i texted him that i liked him, reason for text-i'm too much shy to actually say it in person-, anywayz, i'm none too sure if he understood me, reason being-english isn't his first language, anywayz, the first text he sent me said "send my u pick de ass men" and i was all O.o, i texted back the next day cause i had no idea what to say back to that at nighttime, i repeated the message he sent me with an extra "wha?", he played it off as he sent it to the wrong person, but seeing as he sent it in english and i'm the only english speaking guy on his friends list on facebook and he doesn't speak to any other english speaking ppl at work, i didn't believe him, anywayz, we kept texting back and forth over the next few days, i finally bring up the nerve to text him and say that i like him, he said "wha? do not say that", i was all "say what?", and he said "i do not know", i said "i'm confused", he said "i also like the women...." all the damn dots he throws in confuses me even more >_<, anywayz he quit texting me after that when i responded saying "thought so", when he didn't respond within an hour i was all *oh my god, he hates me, i've lost the only person at work i feel comfortable around, my only friend at work*, needless to say i was freaking out, and texting him during my freakout, freaked out so bad i made myself sick, after 3 hours of no texts back from him, i go to bed, while i lay there sleeping, he texts back while my phone is turned off and charging, so i don't get it till the next morning and it said "sorry for no reply...was very busy" i promptly *head/desks* or more appropriate *head/palms*, even so, i buy a red bull for him on the way to work the next morning * he said he liked red bulls*, wrote on a sticky note "lo siento para ayer" which is "sorry for yesterday", i don't know if he knew it was me who left it his light thingy he has to carry around, when he saw it, he looked at me, but i pretended not to notice because i'm a freak like that >_<, anyways, that's my dilemma, i like the guy, told him, note: i've never told a guy in real life that i liked them, mainly because i'm not out to anybody in real life and i just don't like ppl in general lol, don't know if he understood what i meant, and now i can't just stop thinking about him >_<

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