Nothing to worry about

-----------------------Amby's pov.---------------------------------------------

the next night came after I left with Lea because I refused to go with Ryan I was totally wasted in booze....when I got home I noticed Jess's light on I just gurgled then fell on the door step Lea made it further in her room I came in waaay after her.

Hours later and many minutes of searching

I felt a presence of someone had no clue who it was but I felt someone I woke up to a dog's face it sniffed me then Howled high pitched"GAHHH!SHUT THE HELL UP!!!!I AM WASTED YOU DUMB DOG!!"I yelled at it little did I know it was Jazzy..

-------------------------Jazzy's Pov.-----------------------------------------

I found Amby on her door step she screamed at me to shut the hell up.

it made me terribly sad that she yelled at me I felt so bad that I ran off into the woods tears streaming down my face.

I ran and ran till I made it to a clearing and I layed down in the moss and cried soon I became human again my naked body laying in the now sticky moss because of my wolfen form.

I looked at my body then started crying again.This was the worst day of my life I thought this will go in my wolfen diary memory bank in my head as the worst day ever

I layed in the clearing till night I heard Kage yelling for me to come back from the house.I layed there sitting thinking

I was thinking these thoughts:I'm never going back Doc!!

I knew he knew my thoughts so I just told him to basically fuck off not knowing about how much Amby cared I ran off farther and fell into the river being washed away in the tide.

I never woke up it seemed I was just being taking over by complete darkness.

-----------------------Izzy's POV.---------------------------------------------

I was with Jess and Kage"KAGE JESS!!!JAZZY IS IN TROUBLE!"I yelled jumping up and down screaming being effected by Jazzy's trouble.

I screamed again and fell limp as I knew she was I knew she screamed when I did then fell limp.

"Shes shes shes she might be......"I trailed off about how she might be dead.

I dared to say that they knew what I was trying to say....

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Mythical Creatures and Me...Nope,Still Doesn't Sound Right

Chapter Forty-Six

Nightmares

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My P.O.V

I woke up to the sound of deep, even breathing beside me. I opened my eyes slowly and shook my head, thinking it was juts my imagination but then I felt a hand draped over my waist.

Was that my imagination too?

I turned my head to face my intruder, but relaxed seeing it was only Aidan. I snuggled closer to him and inhaled, breathing in his masculine scent.

I felt his arm tighten around my waist, and I felt him bury his face into my hair. "You smell really good." I heard him mumble. I turned my head a bit to see his eyes still closed and a content smile resting on his face. "I bet you taste good, too." He murmured, his eyes opening.

They weren't that shade of blue I know and love, they were a deep black. And his sinister grin never faltered.

Maybe it was a dream. Maybe I could tell myself to wake up and find out that none of this is really happening. Hopefully it would go that way.

I closed my eyes tightly, and re-opened them, seeing nobody beside me. I sighed, relieved. It was only a dream. Nothing to fuss over.

I turned around and met those deep black eyes once again. "Still here."

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My eyes snapped open, and Aidan was indeed beside me but he was sleeping soundly. I relaxed seeing him looking so vulnerable. It showed that he wasn't all that he seemed to be.

Deep down in the body of steel --that delicious body of steel--, he still had emotions that --just like mine-- could be toyed with. It really made him human in a way, though I was positive he wasn't. I tend to have a knack at attracting mythical creatures, but not in that attract way I know you're thinking about.

I relaxed the feeling of his warm arms wrapped around me calmed me. I just don't know why I had that dream. Was there some sort of purpose to it? If so, what was it? Was it bad? Was it good? Would it affect the people around me? Would it kill me? Would it help me?

So many unanswered questions sent my brain into a frenzy. If this purpose could indeed kill me, would that mean I had to give up Aidan, and possibly break my own heart in the process and maybe his as well?

All these questions stayed unanswered --much to my dismay, of course. I sighed once again, I seemed to be doing that a lot lately. I guess it was a habit. Could be bad, could be good, depends.

I figured I should just live for right here, right now. Whatever happens, happens, right?

So I cuddled myself closer to Aidan's warm body. He stirred slightly before those familiar blue eyes opened and stared into mine. "Morning." He murmured, smiling.

"Morning." I replied, a smile of my own resting upon my face.

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I finally updated this!
And it didn't take me months again!
Aren't you happy?
I'm happy.
You should be happy, too.
I'm gonna go watch Untraceable now.
Buh-Bye!
xoxo
Jessica <3s you!

Clubbing never was this fun!

-------------Amby's pov.----------------

Clubbing was one of my past times.I liked it alot depending on where I was going I found out that going to a little town's night club is so fucking awesome.Once the moon went up in the sky and Ryan was at his castle is when I club and when everyone else is asleep.I tiptoed to my closet finding http://www.polyvore.com/ambys_clubbing_outfit/set?id=7632073 (clickie!) my clubbing outfit with everything I needed.
Rule one when Clubbing with moi:
Stick your money in a safe place if you can't find one in your bra is a good spot or under a clump of your hair.
rule two:
Dance your heart out
rule three:
if you mess with the wrong guy and his girl sees it Run!!

Those are my rules as well as most girls I go with.I jumped out my window my room being on the upstairs was bad for me but its a good escape plan I landed steadily on the moist grass which was collecting dew.I ran to my neon green corevette My clubbing car for the night.I slipped into the driver side of the car turning my key which I would hide that in my bra too this night because I don't want people to steal my car or my money.the Corevette started with a silent purr I wanted Jess to come but Aidan would be watching her carefully so I just drove off to the nearest little town I knew with a club.I parked my corevette in the parking lot seeing a drunken girl stumble out of the club I laughed gently this should be fun I thought.I stepped out of the corevette swirving to my left to miss the poor girl as she stumbled drunkly on the way to her car."AMBY!!!"I heard from my right I turned sharply to see Lea there smiling "Amby Nice to see you at this club I was hoping to find you here because I saw you take your party car"Lea laughed I nodded

"Yeah Lea I came here because I found out that little clubs are funner than big ones"I said soundeing disusted at my own words it sounded wrong

Lea laughed and pulled me to the club we went in the club laughing our butts off it happened that Lea's friend Terry was there a awesome Blonde girl

"Lea!!!OH MA GOSH!!!HI!Who would be your frienda?"Terry asked Lea as if she was pretty but I bet she just had too much to drink because she looked like a heavy drinker

"thats Amby shes a real bitch sometimes ya know?"Lea said laughing

I shook my head and went to the bar sitting in the courner of it watching the bar keep

"do you need some help?"I asked

the bar keep looked at me she looked so tired

"Yes thank you alot I would love to have some help thank you"She said

I jumped over the counter and to the small space

"why don't you go party and I will tend the bar"I said the girl nodded and hoped over the bar the way I had

she partied hard she deserved it and I was just that kind till I heard my band's version of You're a dancer you're not a lover I saw the stage ready and had guitar and mic set up I hoped over the bar making Ryan apear in the back of the club because I just wanted to show him how good I looked and soung and strummed a guitar I ran to the stage grabbing the guitar and sitting on the chair coughing a bit to get attention"Um Hello Everyone hear I'm Amber aka Amby aka R.C from the band The Black roses I love this club alot and I love my boyfriend who is here now and You Girl by him get away from My Hunny!Also this song You're a dancer you're not a lover I am Willing to sing!"I said strumming the guitar I glared at the girl that was near Ryan
"I Want To Tell A Tale
Of Love, Drugs, And Complications

It's Off To The Streets
That Talk To Me
I Take This Bitter Drug
That Makes Me Fall In Love
The Ground Lights Up
Like The Worlds A Club
I Meet A Friend
We Dance Till The End
When A Girl Makes Me Fall Again
She Gave Me A Pill
To Steady My Will
Here We Go Across The universe
Hip Hop On Top Of The Hearse
Rid This Earth
Of Its Awful Curse

You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover
You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover
You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover
You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover

Drop Dead Fred
Can't Imagine This Blood Shed
You Don't Need Instructions
For My Sexy Seduction
Break Your Frame
Take Your Heart
Put Into My Empty Art
Get Into The Bigger Tits
Stronger Hips
Ultra Ego rivalry
Blasphemy
Hersey
Its All Commited
In This Dance Insanity
We Might Not Make It Through The Door
So Fuck Me On The Dance Floor
Take Off Your Pants
And Do The Revolutionary Dance

You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover
You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover
You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover
You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover

You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover
You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover
You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover
You're A Dancer, You're Not A Lover" I soung in my singing voice all the while I was singing this I was strumming the electric guitar once I was done with all this everyone clapped.

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Mythical Creatures and Me...Nope,Still Doesn't Sound Right

Chapter Forty-Five

Blind.

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MY P.O.V

I truly didn't know what to say.

Blind. Blind. Blind.

It was all that was running though my head. I didn't get how it could just happen. I mean, Izzy blind?

Something must have happened to cause this. It couldn't have just happened out of the blue. It was impossible.

Wasn't it?

Well, of course it was. There had to be something to explain this. Think logic, Jessica. Logic.

I told myself. Sure, I sounded like Kage, but there must have been something! Anything.

Everything was blurry, everybody around me. All the sounds were fuzzy, or just blocked out. I was too focused on finding out what happened, that I was practically unconscious.

"Jess... Jess... Are you okay? You haven't said anything for 15 minutes." I heard the voice vaguely. I couldn't tell who it was, but whoever it was made me feel safe.

I shook my head, and my vision started to focus again. It was Amby. She had me by the shoulders, staring at me.

"Well, finally. You had me worried for a second there. Izzy can see again, we don't know what happened, but at least she's not blind anymore." She told me.

I gave her a curt nod, and made my way upstairs. As soon as I saw Izzy, I gave her a hug, which made me all bloody. I could hear Kage mumble over to Jazzy, what was wrong with me.

Truthfully, I didn't know. Maybe it was my head still unfocused, or maybe something deeper was bothering me.

I shook away those thoughts once again, stripped out of m now bloodied clothes, and took a warm shower.

I --unwillingly-- got out of the shower, wrapped a towel tight around my body, and went back into my room to get changed into this.(<-- Click to see outfit)

I didn't bother to put on my contacts, so I just sat on my bed, wearing my glasses, my headphones in my ears, and my iPod blasting music.

Before I knew it. Sleep engulfed me, and for the first time in my life, I dreamed of nothing but pure, bliss.

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I know, I know. 'FINALLY!'.
I had to fix up my writing, so I was gone fore a few days.(Months)
Either way, I'm happy I was able to update this.
xoxo
Jessica <3s you!

OMG!!!

-----------------------Amby's pov.---------------------------------------------

Jess came in my room covering her eyes Ha she thought I was doing something dirty I'm offended but actully I wasn't offended okay many I tiny bit I jumped up after she told me Izzy and Lea were missing.I jumped up and ran to my dresser now I wished I was in boxers instead of panties no I wish I wasn't in Hello kitty undies yeah that would make me feel much better but it would still be like me without Ryan which I think is Hell but its better then Phil going through your personal things then grabbing a bra and putting it on...Thats just disturbing Very very disturbing I will never forget that.Oh you forgot who Phil is?Phil is Ryan's brother."Damn it where is it??"I asked myself forgetting all about Ryan and Jess in my room I digged through my dresser and threw things I almost threw a bra but I caught myself before I did then I found what I was looking for a white tank top with Bold that said"Black Roses" on it and also had black roses on it and my whole bands names on it and pulled out some Cargo pants and slipped them on quickly and went to my closet pulling out My guns and swords.I pulled them out and heard Jess and Ryan gasp at them.

--------------------Lea's pov.------------------------------------------------

I found out I was still into drinking again I fell into some random guys lap laughing my ass off I looked up and smiled at him okay Hottie much?Wait no no I'm drunk your wrong I got up from his lap and smiled at him then went outside to find Terry there Smoking "Lea??"Terry's voice came out unsure of herself I nodded Terry came up to me and ushered me to a SUV I just got into the SUV while I sat there I thought about the guy in the picture about my drinking and decided I'd never drink again I disapeared then and came back to Amby's house holding Mr.Fuzzyman my stuff toy My mom bought me before she died she looked so bad when she did she was basically covered in bruises and scars and her eye was swollen shut and her arms and hands were bandaged up.People that day looked at her like she was a monster.

----------Flash Back----------------------

I was 4 my mom was 28 then I was such a cutie untouched to a hand My mom would hold my hand even if it hurt hers I was her baby."Lay-Lay I brought you here to get a stuff toy for you sweet heart"My mom's sweet caring voice said My cute baby face looked up at her

"Really Mommy!?!?Why am I getting a stuff toy?!OH Did Grammy and Grampy give you money to spend on me?!?!?!"I asked exitedly my mom nodded

"Yes My sweet Lay-Lay they did but I'm taking you to get a stuffie cause I don't think I'll be here anymore"Mom said I looked at her confused

"what do you mean mommy are you going up to heaven??Like an Angel?"I asked in a voice a sweet voice I had

Mommy nodded gently I looked at her in shock not because she looked really bad right now but she said she was going to die...I knew what that meant I wasn't stupid I had a cat die and Leahla said she killed it.I didn't believe her at all but now I did I mean I saw she had the cat bones.I couldn't believe Mommy said she was going to die then a young man about 19 came up to her I glared at him he backed up a bit but still didn't back down

"Ma'am I see you and your lovely Daughter are here but you must leave I'm sorry but your kinda weirding the costermuser"he said

I looked at him weirdly and flipped him off

"Go to hell I'm getting my daughter a stuff toy then I'll leave you you ass!"my mom yelled I giggled she was cool when she cussed she looked kinda mean like a wolf

the guy backed up then went away quickly Mom took me to the stuff toys she nudged me into some stuff toys when I spotted a black bear with angel wings I snatched it from the shelves then Mom bought it

-------------End of flash back --------

I'll never let anyone touch my bear ever I growled at Jazzy who was going to hug me but I glared "Fuck you stay away from my bear!"I yelled at her she backed up then yelled "LEA IS BACK!!!"

--------------------------Izzy's pov.---------------------------------------

I decided I should go so I apeared at Amby's house and instantly got hugged "Eww your bloody"I heard Jess say I heard but didn't see..."not in mean to alarm but I think I'm blind"I said.

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Sorry..