Why do they have to suffer because of me?

All of them
Put up with me
For all of these years
And never left
My boyfriend
He never left
Despite all of the crap he went through
Because of me
My friends
I lashed out at them
Betrayed them
Lied to them
They suffered enough
Because of me
If you are tired of me
Then leave
You don't need to suffer anymore
Because of me
I hate myself
Every last bit
Why do I do it?
I don't mean to
You all can hate me
For all of my mistakes
For al of my mess-ups
For just everything I put you through
For what it's worth
I hope you're happy
Without me there
To mess up your lives

End