Had an AWESOME time hanging out with Ash this weekend X3
We watched dvds and anime, basically just had fun. I even found a new book to get interested in.
It was just what I needed...
Then I came home...not fun.
I had to come home earlier then I wanted but that sadly couldn't be helped. I don't like being home too much, but I feel like a brat asking to be able to stay at a friend's longer.
And I noticed something interesting today. After I got home, mum asked what was wrong because I 'didnt look happy' and I asked 'When DO I look happy'...she agreed and said that I look happy SOMETIMES. That made me think, y'know?
Do I seem unhappy to others too?
I mean, when it was time for me to go to Ash's, I was so happy. But when it was time to go home, my mood just seemed to fall and I started to feel weird...I still feel weird.
I knew that I was unhappy when I had to leave a friend's house to go home...but am I always unhappy when I have to be at home? Am I so worn out by drama that I'm only happy when I'm with friends?
-Mei-
