This is my world where I sporadically post about things that happen in my life, surveys, and extremely random things. And oh, I do mean sporadically.

My name is Kasa (well, not really, but it's been my nickname here for so long that it's basically become a part of my identity haha. I also go by Aly, but you can call me whatever you want), I'm 23, and I'm a first year in graduate school studying school psychology.

I tend to hyperfixate on things for long periods of time and then wholly forget about them, and I dabble in the arts of video editing and occasionally drawing and writing.

I'm super lame and kind of unsociable, but if you can look past that, maybe we can be friends?

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Week One of College wat

Okay, so I've got some down time right now (meaning everyone in my hall is snoozin or doing homework or watching netflix hm actually yeah they are probably watching netflix) and I decided to give you guys a life update on MY FIRST WEEK AT COLLEGE WHAT /hears distant whisper in the wind "no one caaaares"

But yeah. SO. The people in my hall are preeeeetty cool. Besides the whole Akioh-being-my-neighbor thing (WHICH IS STILL WEIRD AND I CANNOT WRAP MY HEAD AROUND THIS???), I also kind of sort of know two other people in my hall (they went to high schools in my area and were on the academic teams and I spoke to one of them briefly at a match, plus the other was also in marching band and we probably crossed paths many times. Yep.) so yeah that's cool. Also another person and I are pretty sure that we marched in the Disney World parade on the same day. Yup.
IT'S A SMALL WOOOOORLD AFTER ALLLLL~

Orientation was weird. Fun, but weird. If I ever to have an awkward mixer with people ever again i might cry
BUT YO I GOT ME SOME DORM PRIDE NOW. ALL DEM OTHER DORMS AIN'T GOT NOTHIN ON US--was that another roach WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE TOILET IS SPEWING WATER AGAIN no ac pshaw fans are where it's at etc etc these have been common themes/phrases 'round these parts so far

But yeah! My classes are pretty chill so far. Tomorrow marks a full week of having them. My smallest class has about 15 people, and my largest almost 300. Eep. 3/5 of my classes are big lectures. /sobs i want smaller classes CURSE YOU INTRO COURSES
I've got 14 credits and it's kind of making me feel like a slacker (like i only have one class on Mondays and Fridays and it only meets for 50 minutes in the morning whut) but my Tuesdays and Thursdays are pretty busy. Tuesdays, especially. Classes from 11-6:30 with only about 2 hours worth of breaks. Potentially longer because there might be film screenings Tues nights for my freshman seminar as well ahhhh

SPEAKING OF WHICH YEAH MY FRESHMAN SEMINAR IS ABOUT JAPANESE MONSTERS AND WE GET TO READ MANGA AND WATCH ANIME AND IT IS COMPLETELY OKAY/RELEVANT.
i am excited
although i think i failed my first ever college quiz in there today LESS EXCITEMENT YEAH

but yes i think i managed to make friends with my chem professor because he is letting me borrow a textbook for his class(i think for the semester? if not, just temporarily until i can order one haha BUT STILL)so this makes me happy even though i think i accidentally insulted him when i spoke to him today whoops

And i've also joined the pep band uwu We played at an away game on Saturday and lost but HOT DANG IT WAS ACTUALLY CLOSE FOR A WHILE I also got a sunburn but shhhh
but man we left at 3:30 am AND I HAD TO HIKE ACROSS CAMPUS BY MYSELF BECAUSE MY HALLMATE WHO IS ALSO IN IT LEFT WITHOUT ME that was fun/kind of scary

i also joined a few other clubs but we'll see how many i can actually attend /shakes fist at awkward schedule

But uh yeah I had some other story/stories i wanted to tell but now i've forgotten oops HOPE YOU GUYS ARE DOING WELL AND HAVING FUN WITH LIFE AND STUFF ;w; /waves and skips away to do college-y things netflix

edit: This post was obviously not written by me due to the lack of keysmashes.
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There we go. ♥

IS THIS THE REAL LIFE

AHEM. So, after discovering several similarities in our college orientations, Akioh (moonlit dream) and I made a startling realization.

We're going to the same college.

BUT, not only are we at the same college, we are in the same hall.

BUT, not only are we in the same hall, WE ARE NEIGHBORS.

We cool. cats.

HEY LOOKIE PEOPLE INTERESTED IN MY RP

http://theotaku.com/worlds/reapersgame
http://theotaku.com/worlds/reapersgame
http://theotaku.com/worlds/reapersgame
http://theotaku.com/worlds/reapersgame

Sample profiles are in Dead God's Pad, which is where you will find all the other info, too~ uwu (It's all accessible from TRG as well in a much cooler format, though) They will be cleaned up eventually but for now they are remaining as is /lazy
Sorry I didn't even follow my own rule but I honestly have no clue at this point what to put for some of the things. That and I've been so busy with that RP on tumblr that all my writing energy is zapped by the time I pull up things to write for MCC, RONH, or even this guh (ALTHOUGH I WROTE MOST OF ELA'S EXPERIMENT FOLDER LAST NIGHT EEE PLANS NOW I JUST HAVE TO MAKE HER BE ALL BACKSTORY-REMEMBERING AND STUFF BECAUSE I FLESHED IT OUT AND IT'S SLIGHTLY COOLER/MORE INTENSE NOW)

BUT YES NOW THIS IS AN OFFICIAL THING SO SEND IN PROFILES LOVELIES~
And remember that I will fill anyone who is unclear about TWEWY stuff in, just send me a message <3
and if anyone has ideas/opinions on Macy's weapon and/or reaper/players status, they should let me know because i have no clue?? OR JUST EITHER OF THEIR PROFILES IN GENERAL BECAUSE I DID A SUCKY JOB

BUT NOW I AM MAKING MYSELF CRY? (proofreading assistance necessary!)

aka: SOMEONE SHOULD PROOFREAD THIS BEFORE I POST IT TO MY CHARACTER BLOG
(if you want to know what this is about CHECK THE POST BELOW)
hnsdkjlkj someone made me feel really bad for turning Macy into a reaper. i mean it was an in character post BUT I STILL FELT BAD BECAUSE THEY WERE ALL LIKE "SHE BETRAYED US FOR WHAT KILLED HER PARTNER?DFLKJDS?????
So yes i wrote this little ficlet explaining her feelings and her choice and yup. I'm calling it her one moment of clarity in this entire thing because she's normally stupid but you can't write serious things when your character doesn't even know what a mammal is.

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I always knew that I was nothing without my entrance fee, but I never knew how much it would affect me until today.

Tala is gone. Gone gone gone gone. Eaten by a shark. Erased. Dead. Gone.

But I'm still here.

Those seven minutes were the worst moments of my life. Watching Tala's body fade into static, the Composer arriving with her offer of reaperhood, the other players freaking out and demanding my pins like they knew I wasn't going to make it...

And I cracked.

The other players understand my grief. But the Reapers? It's just another day at work for them. They're already deciding who's next on their hit list. And all I can do is sit back and watch. Well, and support them, if I want to see another day.

I should have just gone out in style, guns blazing, thumbs up-ing the reapers as I joined my partner in the static as one big "IN YOUR FACE" to this Game.

But of course, I'm too stupid for that.

In the end, the thought of vanishing into oblivion terrified me. I was too much of a coward to face death again. I mean, I decided to play the Game to get another chance at life, right? I wasn't giving up so easily. Even if it meant becoming what I feared.

I thought that, maybe if I became a reaper, I could do something to save Tala or maybe help the other Players. But I'm useless.

I wonder: Do the other players hate me? Surely there are many of them who would do the same. But I did it first, and, well, first is the worst. Being shoved out into the field barely even an hour or two after Tala's erasure probably didn't help my case.

And what about Tala? If he were alive, would he hate me for what I've done? He knows that I would have done anything to save him. Anything. But I couldn't do anything. I couldn't function. The mp3 on his phone only made that worse.

Tala and I made a promise. Sure, we only knew each other for two and a half days, but a promise is a promise. I trusted him. And I hope that he trusted me, too.

So, I'm going to preserve his memory. I'm going to fight on and live for his sake, regardless of the consequences.

My name is Macy, and I am an idiot.

HAHAHAHAHAHA WHY

(you can ignore this post it's just me being lame and ranting about amusing internet shenanigans)

k so I'm in this real-time tumblr RP for The World Ends With You (WHICH IS GIVING ME ALL SORTS OF INSPIRATION FOR MY TWEWY THING YAAAAAY) and my partner was the FIRST CASUALTY OF THE WEEK(which I'm surprised because we're on the 3rd day wooo BUT I ALMOST GOT ERASED AND IT WASN'T COOL)

AHHHH IT WAS THE SADDEST THING EVER
HE GOT STUCK IN A NOISE TRAP AGAINST A SHARK NOISE AND LOST AND MY CHARACTER WAS JUST SCREAMING THE WHOLE TIME BECAUSE SHE HAD NO CLUE WHAT WAS HAPPENING AND LKSDJFLKSJD
Partner's entry fee was his voice because he was a singer while alive, and my character had said that once THEY WON HE WAS GOING TO HAVE TO SING HER A VICTORY SONG AND SDLFKJSDKLJSDKLJF
(but no seriously it went from FUN HAPPY MISSION TIMES TO HAHA YOUR PARTNER GOT TRAPPED AND YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO WAIT IN THE GENERAL CHAT. HAHA YOUR PARTNER IS GETTING SUCKY ROLLS IN THE BATTLE ROOM AND EVEN THOUGH THE SHARK ONLY HAD 3 HP LEFT, ITS FINAL ATTACK KILLED YOUR PARTNER WITH 29 HP LEFT HAHAHAHA it was seriously that close though omg me and him hadn't been getting lucky rolls all week ugh) he pulled a Rhyme, guys.

But I made my character become a Reaper (because she was all I DON'T WANNA DIE/I was all I WANNA KEEP PARTICIPATING AND NOT JUST LURKING) and NOW SHE IS PRANCING AROUND IN A KANGAROO SUIT (well she was doing that yesterday too but shhhh)
She's hardcore, man. and being a reaper is complicated as klsdjflskjdf

also I think i'm gonna use my char for this in my TWEWY thing 'cause she's actually pretty cool. DUMB AS ROCKS, BUT COOL. (her entrance fee was her knowledge of stuff in the world, so she literally is stupid. YAY.)
BUT SHOULD I MAKE HER A REAPER OR PLAYER THAT IS THE QUESTION?????