Well, I don't usually go to the doctor's, but I figured this time, I really should.

For the past couple weeks, I've been having this pain in the side of my head and it hasn't gone away. It started where I thought I felt a lump on the side, but since I couln't see anything on the outside, I just figured it was my skull and I never really noticed before. But steadily, I started feeling pains. I still wasn't planning on doing anything, but yesterday, I started feeling occasional sharp, stabbing pains in that area. It's got me a bit worried, so I set myself an appointment. So I'll be going next Thursday, if it maintains about the same status. If it gets worse, I guess I'll have to go to urgent care. Let's hope the doctor can do something to help it quickly, cuz it's getting harder to focus on schoolwork.

On a lighter note, I actually enjoyed my Valentine's day. I usually spend my valentine's sitting around wishing someone would confess or give me a card or something. This year, I decided to throw that out the window, and I got my friend, the guy I like, a card. I was going to make one, but I went with my mom when she was getting cards, so I was looking through them just for fun, and I found this really funny one XD I liked it so much I said "You know what, I'll get this for Neb." So after he gave me a ride home after class, I gave him the card and he liked it and was really happy that I gave him one. =^_^= I don't care that he didn't give me anything, because the card was a surprise in the first place XD As well, I feel proud that I had the courage to give someone a card for a change. Also, it feels good to give and see the person light up as they read your card <3 *happy* I just feel like even if you don't have a "special someone" you should do something that makes you feel happy. If no one else is showing you any love, then you should sho yourself some, because, quite frankly, when you do that, you shine =) (However, I still have small jealousy issues XD lolz So I might look a bit sour if I see a guy I like flirting with other girls. Although not much I can do but show what a great person I can be =3)

I feel like I'm finally coming out of that rut I'd been in where I'd been feeling empty. I'm glad of that because it was not a good feeling =^_^;= School is going well, so far. And I finally finished the thumbnails for my senior project! Yeah... it may not sound like a lot of work, but for me, personally, pre-planning with storyboards is difficult because I have to be patient when I would rather jump right into the finished product. (Which is why you guys rarely see sketches from me XD) But I need to exercise those skills, too, so I think after I graduate (if not before) I'll draw and submit more sketches. =3 I'll finally have the time to go out and practice buildings and landscapes =3 Also, I have sketchbooks and spare paper that needs filling XD

Well, that's all for now. My head's hurting again, so I'mma hit the hay... gotta be up early for class tomorrow XD Ja, mata ne and Happy belated Valentine's Day =D <3 xoxoxoxo