I started cleaning my room yesterday and it's still really only halfway done... I kept geting zapped of motivation and took 3 short naps... Not to mention sitting down and looking through papers to see whether or not I should keep them. I guess that's also cleaning, but I get caught up in some of my old stuff XD;;
Did I mention I bought a new bookshelf?! 8D I plan to assemble it after my room's clean and get rid of the old, smaller one. We might use it elswhere, or just give it away, or even toss it out. =>~<;= I dunno. It just tries to shut my brain whenever I try to figure out how I'm gonna sort all this junk... I'm a bit of a packrat. I've learned to just throw things away over the years, but I still feel bad throwing things out. Like, I wonder "Will I need this later? Is it useful?" Things like that.
I'll be happy when the new bookshelf is up, since it's big, I can put more of my stuff on it rather than piled up somewhere else. I'm trying to get rid of a lot of stuff, especially clothes. You wouldn't believe the pile of dirty clothes I have because I know when I wash them, they're not all going to fit in my drawers... orz That's my next goal... new dressers.
Anyway, it's made me quite tired. My dad's still in the hospital and he seemed like he was doing better according to my mom. However, my dumb uncle let slip that grandma died (because we all know that dad forgot a lot of stuff and was putting information together). Well, actually, he didn't say it straight, he let one detail slip and then dad inquired more about why he said that. My uncle kept saying "She's no longer with us" and wouldn't just say it straight... I'm not particularly fond of him in the first place. He tried to pawn it off on my mom saying "Oh I guess I really stepped in it now, why don't you take it from here?" and she's all like "No, you started it, you finish it." Which I agree with. *facepalms* Somehow I knew he was going to say something... At the same time, it might be for the best if dad found out now. If he has difficulty coping, he'll be within reach of doctors. But maybe he might cope with it well enough. It won't really be easy, though. *sigh*
I've ranted enough. Now I'm making myself feel worse. =ono= No MotP tonight. I'm tired. =~.~;= Ja mata. *snooze*
