Laughing is my drug and anti-drug [Whoa mind trip] I love laughing even when no one says a single word.
Yes, i play music. It's funny... even when you suck at something, you keep doing it cause it makes you happy [;
I don't care what people think about me but I do care about what my friends think of me. Don't push my buttons, cause i'll just push yours 10times harder.
"Bitches love me cause they know that I can rock"
Music fucking rocks my skinny jeans.
Who here is bisexual? Oh, that would be me.
You don't know and won't know anything about me unless you talk to me. I don't think writing words down will help you see who i am...communicating is the key element, so don't be shy [:
This is me when I was five or six years of age. I was at my father's friends wedding. I just saw this picture of me in a folder on my computer and I was like "Wow. I do not remember this day at all." It looks like they're making me drink blood. My father always manages to take pictures when people aren't looking. Whoa I have big ears! *tear* No one ever told me!
Anyway. Talking to my wife in the chatroom right now and we're totally calm. It's so weird but still amazingly cool. I think it's hella awesome how two people can meet and just totally click. It's like magic. Or drugs. One of them.
Dear Diary,
She's pretty but I don't go for looks. To be honest I was really nervous when I went into the chatroom. I don't even know why exactly. What I do know was that my heart was pumping kind of faster than it usually does. Is that weird? I really didn't want to look like an idiot. The End.
Today is another day. Tomorrow is another day.
Mr Loser Man you better not. I know you all to well.
Get wasted on love. Get wasted on life. Get wasted on everything that's right.
Today. Today is Saturday. Today is a good day. A day to go shopping. Shopping for clothes. Shoes. And a giraffe plushie. I want to find a big one. Life-size if that's even possible. To find I'll be going to one of my favorite places in the world. Toys R Us. They're logo is giraffe so if they don't have one I'll be pretty angry.
Friday there was a fight in my English class! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT! It was dead silent in the class. You could hear a piece of hair hit the ground and all of a sudden this guy yells "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" The other guy starts saying "YOU WANT TO HIT ME? HIT ME!" Then chairs going flying and so do fists. It was pretty shocking.
I personally think fighting is retarded. Unless its professional like UFC or WEC which I endulge in on occasion. It doesn't solve anything. Peace and love people. Peace and love.
Bliss:(n) supreme happiness; utter joy or contentment
I was having like three conversations at once with my wonderful wife and I must say it was very erotic? Is that the word? Whatever the word is it was quite a turn on.
Anyway. While talking to her I was writing a poem for her because she dedicated a song to me on her site. So here is the poem I wrote for you.
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
In other news. I asked my father those questions from my last post and he gave me answers only the devil would say to his own daughter. If I killed myself he'd jump for joy. I asked him about the eating disorder and he said if I was bulimic he'd feed me all the food I want. If I was anorexic he'd starve me. If I died in an accident he'd thank the people who did it. If I was smoking/drinking/doing drugs he said he'd only allow it if I were pregnant. :D
Yeah. I love my father. (He was kidding if you didn't catch that)
Basically answer these questions. Honestly perferably.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...
1. I told you I was dying?
2. I developed an eating disorder?
3. You found me bleeding on the ground?
4. I got mugged?
5. I disappeared?
6. I killed myself?
7. I told you that you were my best friend?
8. I called you and said I was lost?
9. I started using drugs/smoking/drinking?
10. You found out that I lied to you?
11. You found out that I lied to you for your own good?
12. You found out I was inflicting self-pain?
13. I got depressed?
14. I confessed my deepest secret to you?
15. You found out I was keeping something from you?
16. I told you I wasn't allowed to talk to you anymore?
17. I died in some terrible accident?
18. I was kidnapped and held for ransom?
19. If you saw someone holding a gun to my head?
20. You found me crying on my bed?
I tag:
Jay
Mr Gay Man
Nightmare with a 3
and anyone else who wants to do this
Can I just say that I hate Miley Cyrus and the Jonas Brothers with a passion? Miley Cyrus can't sing for shit and she's hella ugly. The Jonas Brothers are so cocky and spend like 30,000$ on a pair of ugly ass crocodile skin shoes imported from god knows where that they're only going to where once. ONCE!
RAWR! GRR! RAWR!
I got my report card today. My father said it was good but I could "do better" whatever that means. I got 4 B's and 2 A's. That's good enough for me. I probably could get these so called "straight A's" if I applied myself but I don't like to raise people's expectations of me. If I got straight A's every single time my dad would just be like "...Okay. Good job."
If I got straight A's now he'd be like "WOW MUNCHKIN! You did a wonderfultastic job! I'm buying you a car right now!" and let's face it. We'd all take that response over the first one.
