Those that know me know these last months are continuous rollercoasters. Well, I am sick of them!!! I am tired of finding a high or becoming completely happy only to have it squashed and split apart by others, mainly one party. I want to find me again, the girl who could take a lot of crap and still stand tall and do what she needs to do. I want the insatiably positive and creative person back. However, that girl is slipping. I will make this quick since I promised a friend to go rest, but I need some inspiration.

Take it any way you like, but right now, I just need some love. And guys, please don't worry about this post too much. I am okay just not great.