Dear Nina,
I feel so... guilty. I'm so annoyed with myself. Just a few minutes ago, I was playing Hide-and-go-Seek with my family. Yeah, I'm a bit too old, but it's a pretty fun game, especially if you have some spare time. Anyway, after the game my dad and I were playing this catching game. What wrong with that? Well... I... dropped him. Ouch. And I was so... surprised. It all happend so fast. I'm not even sure if part of me felt the need to drop him for no reason. And now, well he's watching TV and laughing at this show. That's not the point, I dropped him. And there's no way to explain how sorry I am. I didn't want to cry, cause if I were in his place, I would be annoyed. I mean, first you drop me, then you cry, I'm the one who's supposed to be crying!? Well, I hope he's okay. He keeps saying it's not my fault, but I know it is. :[
Anyway, Christmas is coming! How many more days? It's like 8 or 9 days, right? Yay! Soon enough we'll be dancing around the Christmas tree singing Jingle bell Rock. Wow, Christmas. I HAVEN'T MADE MY CHRISTMAS LIST YET! Ahhh! *panics* Maybe I can do it tomorrow! It's usually a tradition for me to make my brother his Christmas List for him (he tells me what to add to it), but this year, he has been so irritating, I'm not lifting a nail for him. Speaking of Christmas, I have to put up my mini Christmas tree up in my bedroom (it's fake).
I am changing. I can acually feel myself growing up! Now, I'm not afraid of the dark. I'm still kind of shy, but that's a thing that you won't grow out of unless your brave enough to. Anyhoo... Kami is growing up! It's hard to believe I'll be a adult in 5-6 years! Isn't that hard to believe? And I'll be driving in 4-3 years! Me, in the front seat of the car? NO WAY! And I'm kind of thinking different too! Like the change of school, changes my attitude easily. Now since school is hard, my notes about all the events that has to do with school, easily get pushed away if I'm to lazy to remember them. I used to make note of it on paper, or sing a song to remember keywords. Now I just push it out of my mind if I'm on break or something. Yay. Growing.
Question & Answer:
Q: Kami, why don't you use the smilies/icons?
A: Because they ruin the "look". I like them, but I'd rather use :P :D :P :] :[ etc.
-Kami
