Dear Nina,
*sob* I probably had the worst 1st Day Of School in the history of 1st Days of School. Right now, it feels as if my life has ended. My life probably has no meaning to it right now. Let me start at the beginning to keep you on track okay (that's what I'm useful for)? Here we go *yawn*:
Beginning: I was extremely excited to see all my friends again! When I first walked into my school, I felt like I was walking at the top of the world because I was now a 7th Grader! Then, I met my Home Room teachers, she's really nice! Then, I met my locker (AKA My Worst Nightmare). I couldn't even open my locker because my compination is really confusing, not to meansion that my locker is old and rusty. But that didn't matter at all at first. Then I walked into a classroom that wasn't mine, embarrassing.
Middle: I ended up not having any classes with my friends and only had classes with people who think I'm weird. There was one girl who tried to be nice so she asked me for a piece of paper. I was so nervous I ripped the paper and handed it to her (embarrasing). I probably had 5 heart attacks the whole day. When it was time to go to P.E. I was relieved I had 1 class with all of my Best Friends from last year. But when it was Lunch time, I had to sit with a bunch of boys who make fun of me very often.
End: I was shy the whole day, and nervous, so I really didn't make any friends. This one girl just walked up to me and said she hated me. So I won't be making any friends this year. My life is completley over and I'm not looking foward to going back to school tomorrow. I'm usually that type of girl that loves to go to school, but I changed because well, EVERYONE HATES ME IN MY CLASS! Not only that, the teachers are kind of boring. I usal say this but, this time I mean it: I will not make any friends this whole year. *sigh* My favorite part today is when I came home from school. I acually started crying when I came home. Just 1 more year, right? Yeah, so I'm going to go in my bedroom after typing this and die.
Right now I'm depressed so all I'm going to talk about is how much I wish I can acually see you guys. TheOtaku always cheers me up! So, wouldn't it be awesome if we could all be in the same class? Now I won't be embarrased to get all the Manga from the library. We would all share the same interest, and I can talk about how much Anime is to me and feel cared about. You guys are just too good to be true, that's why I can only talk to you on the internet. It's really rare to find an Anime/Manga/Otaku lover where I live. I guess this is the only place to find them. If it wasn't for TheOtaku, I probably would be crying in a corner thinking what's the meaning of life. Haha.
I won't be able to submit anything. I'm sorry. My dad won't allow me to use the scanner on School Days, so I have to wait until that weekend! Oh, I already did scan something before but, I still have to edit it. It's a little messy. So, sorry if I don't update that much, I probably have too much homework. Talk to you later!
Pocky Box - Razz Berry - Depressed, sad, un-happy, depressed. :P
-Kami
