Dear Nina,
What a short day. I woke up at 9:00 AM. And I went straight to my computer and continued on watching Romeo x Juliet. At around 12:00, my mom came home from shopping and I was called downstairs to do some chores. I had to clean the dishes, set up the table, put away all the bags and food, and get some pots. But I guess I should be okay with it because I got so many clothes yesterday. But really! I got really mad whenever my mom and dad told me to do anouther chore. And it also upsets me that they made cookies when I was sleeping! Hmph. Then my dad got the grill ready and grilled the hamburgers my mom made. And we ate! It was beautiful outside! We sat on the deck. My dad had also played music that sounded like the sounds in the rain forest. Then we had a conversation as we ate. The hamburgers weren't that good, but I ate two just to make my mom happy. Then I had some chips. When all of us finished, I put away everything and cleaned the table. Then I went upstairs to my brother's bedroom.
It was like 2:00 PM when I went up there. And I just took a nap on his bed. He has the comfyest bed in the house! Well, anyway, I was pretty tired. I only got 4 hours of sleep anyway. I even had to take little naps between doing chores. Then my dad came and played with my brother and I. But then I went back to sleep. My brother didn't mind. Around 3:30 PM, I locked the door and went on my brother's computer and watched Romeo x Juliet. I continued watching, even when the computer was acting up. I planned to stop watching when I got on the 15th episode. But then I continued onto the 20th episode. And then, I got to the 24th episode, the last one. *sighs* I have no self-control. But anyway. The ending... was so sad. I cried. I cried like 100 times more harder than I did when finishing Elfen Lied. As I watched it, unlike Elfen Lied, my eyes didn't just get watery. I didn't have only just a few drops of tears. I was CRYING LIKE CRAZY! I have never cried like this without forcing myself to for a long time. Years maybe. As I continued to watch, I cried and cried. When I finished, I just got on my brother's bed and cried really hard. I was surprised. In the inside, I was like, "It's just an anime!" But in the outside, I was crying like something in real life happend. I was actually CRYING HARD. I'm glad nobody heard me. And then I went back on and watched it again, and cried even harder. Remember when I told you that I have never cried because of an anime before? Well, this one, made me cry as if I lost something in my real life. Why did they die? Of course I already knew they would die in the end, but still. They were never really together! And I cried and cried. Then I stopped watching it, and just layed down on my brother's bed, cried a little and just thought about it. Are they really happy? They were so young, and loved each other so deeply. Not to mension that Francisco really loved Juliet, didn't he? Now that I think about it, when watching it, my face felt heavy and filled with tears. I actually was CRYING. I don't know! I'm sorry but it's just so surprising. When you see somebody watch a sad movie or something, they are usually just crying softly. But watching this made me cry so hard! SO HARD! Then when I finished crying, as I layed on my brother's bed, I just thought about those two. And then I finally went downstairs.
When I got downstairs, everyone was already sleeping. Heh. It was already 9:00 PM. And I then practiced my kicks. Then, I got a pen and wrote Romeo and Juliet's name on my hands. *sobs* They... they didn't have a happy ending. Well, I guess some would say that Romeo and Juliet live together happily in heaven. But if you really think about it, you would say that they are two lovers who died at a young age to save one anouther. And that my friend, is sad. Then I went on our deck. It was now really dark. Wow. Then I thought about them as I sat on a chair. Then I went back inside and begged my father if we could watch a movie, but he said he was tired. Then I went inside my mom's bedroom and watched a TV show with her. And I stretched as I watched. Then I watched it in the kitchen. And after that, I took a shower. When I got up here, I watched some videos. I'm now looking for anouther good anime to watch. But whenever I check one out, I just think of Romeo x Juliet. It had this realistic setting. *sighs* Then I watched some Naruto episodes. And I'm now typing this. That anime was one of my favorite animes ever. I highly recommend it.
Question & Answer:
Q: From a scale from 1-10, how hard were you crying?
A: Like 8.9 or something. I cried really hard.
-Kami
