the title is a poem kori told me ^^ i tihnk part of it got cut off theough. "but oh, but oh how very blue the sea is." yes it is nonsense, that's why it's fun.
the party was really fun. i felt awkward at first cuz i only knew loralei but i made friends. and ignored every boy except for neil because they bugged me. neil likes anime, so that makes him awesome lol.
i tried to put a picture up yesterday but for some reason it wouldn't let me and then i got mad and went on myspace XD speaking of pictures, i'm going to put up one of the pictures i took at my cousin's wedding when we get them developed. I need a digital camera T_T
my mom actually made an appointment for me with a therapist. the first open day she had was the 23 but my mom's working that day so i'm going the 24. it is not the therapist that i wanted, but at least i'm going somewhere.
i drew a picture the other day that i'll probably try to put up at some point, it's a character from a book i'm writing. a book that i AM going to finish! i never finish my stories though >_< oh! speaking of stories! i finally found the paper with all the short little cute scenes for my death note fanfic. so i'll try to put one of those up soon.
my mom's summer craziness has officially started. every summer she goes on this crazy cleaning spree and then puts everyone on a diet. so i'm going to be starting weight watchers -_- that doesn't really bother me though, i'm trying to lose weight anyway. (and succeeding :DDD) but the cleaning!! i can't find anything! the other day she did something with my art kit, which has my good pencil, my kneaded (sp?) eraser, my inking pen, and my pencil sharpener. i couldn't find it FOREVER. another reason for me to hate summer D:
the random thought was going to be something somebody said at the party but now i can't remember what it was. So here's something else lol.

Today's Random Thought: I'll try to be nicer if you try to be smarter.