You know what.
I think I need to go to a therapist or something.
How I am and what I do and all that.
There just like, has to be something wrong with me.
It's not normal...
It's fucking my life up more than it is.
And, I don't like it.
I just... wanna know what is wrong with me.
There has to be something making me this way.
I just, don't like telling people things.
Makes me uneasy, and uncomfortable and such.
And I haven't wanted to go to a therpist or whatever.
Just because of the fear of like, them telling anyone anything.
And like... if they told my parents stuff.
I know they can't keep their mouths shut.
At least my mom..
So... yea.
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I need help.. hah.
