Hello~!

Let's see, to start...
I live in a cold place
My birthday is September 13
I am 18 years old
Let's list my favorites:

Favorite Types of Music: EVERYTHING!! <3333 (well, the exception is bluegrass... Eck.)
Favorite Foods: Spicey Chicken, Anything made of Bread, chocolate
Favorie Animes: Axis Powers Hetalia, One Piece, Naruto, Pokemon, Tsubasa, Bleach, FMA, Death Note, Fruba, Kamichama Karin, Spirited Away, and many others....
Fav. Flower: Sunflower
Dislikes: Spiders, long rainy days, hot summer days, yoai, yuri, and things I can't think of...
Loves: warm cloudy days, butterflies, her friends, her family, wearing uniquie clothing, singning, chillin' out, rockn' out, playing old-school nintendo and wii, pokemon~ <3
Favorite Colors: Silver, White, Cerulean Blue

I take requests and art trades anytime from anyone!

Cya around!

-*Blue*

..Bird on a Wire..

Photography project for Art class (draft)

The title has a personal meaning to me, as well as the obvious wire sticking from my back. Because of my back issues, at least once a day for at least fifteen minutes I must connect wires to myself, attached to a machine that sends electric currents through to my muscles. This time in particular I put the wires on my shoulder blades, you can kind of see the pad on the far right.

It's sort of surreal, sort of dazing, to see yourself in the mirror, connected to cords. And once in a while, I forget I'm connected, and groan as I must bend over to pick up the fallen machine.

I can't really tell you how... odd it makes me feel. Like a hospital statistic or someting. I am happy for the machines help in loosening my tight muscles, but it does not correct my skeleton. Someday I hope I'll find a way to do that.

-*Blue*

Halloween Weekend and Bioshock 2

Man, I have no life.... And no plans for Halloween. XD Pfffft. So Imma sit here, watching some Captain America (SUCH a fantastic movie, we watched it in 3D in the theaters and we all reached our for his abs at the same time XDDD) and playin' my Bioshock , which is scary enough when no one is around and it's super dark (Can't get passed the Medical Pavilian, which is weird cause I've gotten passed it before, but that Dr. Steinman guy freaks me the heck out) And I think I'm finally getting Bioshock 2 tonight for like 8 bucks--SUPER EXCITED.

I was excited to hear about all your costumes!--you guys probably have butt-loads of cool things to do this weekend XDD Luccckkkieeess

I'm getting better, this week has been looking up, but still there's been some downs. I just hope everyone will get better, so I can stop worrying about them and look at my own issues next.

Love ya guys : DDD

-*Blue*

Birthday was AWESOME

So had my brithday yesterday and it's kind of weird being older, I don't think it's quite hit me yet : p I had a cute little birthday party with my family (in preparation to the big friend shin-dig on friday!) and it was a lot of fun to to spend some time with them

Had some amazing scones for dinner! ---- AND. I had GERMAN CHOCOLATE CAKE. <333 I love that stuff far too much for the health to reason, but it's the truth. And apparently while my mom and ten year old little bro were in the line to buy it, the lady who rung them up was all, "This is my favorite cake!" and my little bro's response, "I don't like that cake. I like AMERICAN chocolate." The lady was confused and mom just laughed.

XDXDXD I love him so much.

Got a bunch of super aweomse stuff tooooo 8D

Let's seeee

Got an Aqua 3DS (I'm aware that the Flame Red color came out yesterday as well, but I don't much like red anything :/) And the 3DS is THE coolest thing I've ever seen in my entire life of electronic miricles. SRSLY.

Legend of Zelda: OoT 3DS <333

A little stuffed pig with a crown from Angry Birds! (I love him to death!)

Just Dance 2 for the Wii (Excited! XD)

Grandma Rita got me a really cute jacket and I got some other things

And the amazing Got me sunflowers and a strawberry necklace--MY TWO FAVORITE THINGS

So all and all, a pretty great birthday, not really sure how I feel yet about my age, but I'm sure it'll all be good~

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES!!! You guys are the best, really :'D It totally made my day even more amazing!

-*Blue*

Tanning Bed Freak Out. Come on people.

Got attacked on Facebook today by my friends for getting a tan. Holy cow, it's not as if I feel like I'm ugly and want to make myself super dark or anything. I'm so pale I'm almost irredecent in the sun, and I can't tan in the sun anyway--My skin turns red, peels, bleeds, and leaves me with my pale skin all over again. I just want a TAN BASE.

I doubt I'll get cancer from 3 minutes in a tanning bed three times. I just want a nice skin color.

Holy frick, guys.

And besides that, it was pretty dang relaxing, especially after all the pain I go through from scoliosis and fibromaylgia. It felt good to treat myself.

"Why are you doing that to yourself?" I don't know, friend of mine, because unlike amazing model YOU whose skin has never seen a tanning bed because it doens't need to, some of us bleed and peel.

hahaha just let me relaz a little, people. :p It's a tan BASe. Which, guess whut friends of mine, means if I want to tan the old fashioned way, I ACTUALLY can now~ Thanks for the freak out anyway guyz.

RANTssss Sorry about that guys, just thought it was a bit rediculous. And I should start posting happy things XD

-*Blue*

Thank you guys

Really. I'm so sorry for that last post yesterday, but thank you so much for your comments and words of encouragment <3 They really made me feel loved.

I know I'll be okay, just a big bump in the road yesterday and I needed to let it go. I don't hate my best friend at all, I wasn't even talking about her when I said "screw her." That's meant for someone else.
I love by bestie to death, just wish she'd see that the guys she turns down are good people and I'd love to be with them if they'd just see me. But I'm not desperate either, I have standards ;)

But you're all right about your advice-- I'll have to wait. And you'll be the first to know when I do find him, even if it's hard along the way and it may take a while.

Thanks so much guys. I love all of you and hope we'll all be okay together.