i'm a fucking useless bitch....
i should have no-one but yet i do.
I look into the tunnel that is my life,
there is almost all darkness but i see it,
i see the end.
"Its so far..." i think in aw,
but then i see a outline of a figure with light all around, it looks familiar.
"hey thats...!" i think frantically, but the figure has already turned,
leaving me behind.
"Wait for me!" I shout while walking, hoping for the figure to hear,
but it keeps going but now a little faster.
it's like i'm just running in place,
not really moving,
but the figure was the only one actually moving.
I speed up, it speeds up,
I slow down, it goes even faster.
I break into a sprint, "Please wait! dont leave me!"
tears are streaming down my face,
the figure was gone,
the light with it,
gone...
I curled up into a ball, crying.
"Why do i do this to myself? They all end up hating me in the end..."
I looked into the darkness with a blank stare,
i closed my eyes,
never to wake again....