Cadged

My heart.
Once able to feel love
has now been left in the shadows.
Shrouded in sorrow,
I keep on moving,
waiting for something called "tomorrow".
Feeling depressed,
feeling hurt,
I put on my mask;
but on the inside my eyes are misty,
warm with fresh tears.
These emotions are tarring me in two!
As I continue to cry on the inside,
I still don't know what to do...
Sometimes i want to cut,
just to see it fall.
I fee anger and despair,
just thinking of her makes me angry!
Feeling broken,
feeling betrayed,
my life is one big sherade.
This is not me,
I just want to break free,
what is believed to be me...

End