ok, so don't get mad at me for note posting in like centuries! i just got sidetracked with work and family issues. my dog Sunny got a broken tail from another dog beating him up, so he is inside, sleeping on my bed. you know, he so reminds me of that dog Marley off of that movie. i mean, the attitude and how they look are sooooo similar! its creepy! but i cried at the end of that movie because.... well, u hav to watch it to understand. my abusive father called yesterday after a year and called to check up on me. my mom wanted to talk to him about child support, but he didn't want to talk to her. so, after i hung up, mom called hi back, but he wouldn't answer. i hav made the hard discion of not talking to him because he is acting like an arse.
*sigh* i hav learned that i hav severe depression yesterday. wuts funny is that i hav been goin to counseling for so many years, that they now recognized it! heck, my friends figured it out WAY before the shrink! he's like stupid or something. i hav earned the nickname Emo Bear, because, for one, i likebears and i hav brown hair, and a Native American, and yes, i am emo. anyways, i got to go to piano lessons. even though i can't read notes, i can play by ear.
-susie