OHGODIHAVEN'TUPDATED.
Sorry. I've been so neglecting this website. D':
ANNNNYYYYWAYS.
I went and spent Bailey's last couple of days with her at her house with Krystal, Maveric, and.... of COURSE, Carolina. I am seriously over her. I thought I would cry because she wouldn't be in my life, but I'm better off. Fuck her. We sure do have some hell of a lot of memories. I'll slowly forget them and blah blah blah. But hell, I had so much fun. I watched But I'm a Cheerleader for the first time last night. It was fucking hilarious. XD Dante Basco as a gay guy made my night. He's the voice of Jake Long, Zuko, yeah. Then while I was trying to go to sleep, Carolina was just like talking about fucking scary movies, and she would say comments out loud of fucking photos she looked at, and it scared me. I think she did it on purpose, because no matter how many times I told her to fucking stop, she just ignored me.
Also. Maveric got 'arrested' and I was so fucking scared. It was only because he didn't have proof of insurance on his car and we weren't wearing seat belts, but still. And I shaved my legs for the first time with an ACTUAL razor. And we straightened my hair. And did my makeup. I'm still wearing the eyeliner. Now I'll probably wear eyeliner every day, because I know how to put it on. Sorry I've just been moping on and on about Carolina, but it's not like anyone reads these anyways, and I need to get my feelings out. *sigh*
I said bye to Bailey for good. :c (At least I think...)
So I was thinking. When I enter high school, I would start to call myself a nickname. I really want to be Roxas, but apparently someone already is Roxas, but they forgot who. I don't get that. I mean, if the person isn't that important to remember anyways, why can't I be Roxas? Whatever. I wonder if I can get my friends to call me Demy/Demi/Dem from my emo side's name, Demitri, aka Savage. Herpderp. But really. The Shane this is like, so old. I like Demy/Demi/Dem better. c:
-Trying to forget memories with Carolina and going to draw soon, Dem. <3
