I'm very very very forgetful. Dx

July 5 (6th, technically?), 2010

Dear Diary

FUCK THIS SHIT ABOVE. I DON'T WANNA DO IT EVER AGAIN. D8

ANYWAYS.

I'm very forgetful and I've been hanging out with friends, so that's why I haven't been posting on this fucker.

Well I got to thankfully go to the fair on the last day it was here, but UNFORTUNATELY JBitch had to be there too. I was pissed. But Wes got my mind off of it. But I went with Krystal, Bailey, and Carolina. I rode on everything-except-the-squirrel-cages, like I always do. I had so much fucking fun that day it's not even funny. We left at like 6 and went home at 10:30PM. Fuck yeahhhhh.

Then I had a me day, then last night I spent the night at Krystal's and laughed my ass off most of the time. XDD

Soooo um. I was reading cheriblosomchibi's world posts, and that made me think about my relationship. How I'm longing for a guy so bad, but all the good looking guys would NEVER be into me. But I do love Destiny. I just wish she was a guy and wasn't almost exactly like me. Except I think she's better at everything. :| Good God, I'm SUCH an egoist. I should start calling myself Hiro-san/Hiroki lololololol Junjo reference.

Ummm other news... Oh yeah. I'm going to be singing some Hetalia songs, then putting that voice to the instrumental versions of the songs. c: The first one I'll work on is Absolutely Invincible British Gentleman, and it's for a friend. Bonzaiiiii.

FUCK I'm tired. It's like what.. 3AM. Shiiiiit. Well I guess I'll talk to Krystal until she leaves ( that is, if she ever replies. Right now she's getting distracted by playing Pokemon. >_> )

Dammit. I really HATE when Destiny gets my spirits up. Every once in a while, she'll should pretty serious about doing some actual cosplay with me (you know, with wigs and shit) and I'll be "Yaaaaaay can't wait" and it NEVER happens. That bitch better be serious about this time. I'm getting pissed. She's been doing this to me for like.. 6 months. QUIT IT AND LET'S JUST FUCKING GET SOME FUCKING WIGS ALREADY. MY GOD.

At the moment, I want to cosplay Hetalia characters. And Destiny's like "Uhhhhhh I don't wanna" and I'm thinking in my head "Bitch, I didn't fucking say YOU. I said ME. So fuck you, I do what I want." But seriously. Help me decide which Hetalia character to do!! I will cosplay anybody. Maybe. Except Germany. Dx Not one Germany cosplayer so far looks good.

Oh oh. I also really want to cosplay Gary/Ash, but me being Ash. I doubt Destiny would be Gary though. But I'm fine with me being just Ash. c:

Hnnnnng I just looked at twinfools cosplay and that makes me want to cosplay more and more!! I honestly don't know who will be my first. SUGGESTIONS HELP, MAN. SERIOUSLY. If you're reading this, you better comment with a suggestion. Or I'll cry. So... yeah. Go go go!

Heyyy what should my cosplay account name be? twinfools has one, Nova has one, hell, ALL of FDP do!! So, what should mine be?? c: SUGGESSSSSTT.

Here's some of my favorite Pokemon couple to fit my mood. = w =~
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~The tired and ONCE AGAIN cosplay craving, Vani.

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