July 13, 2010
Dear Diary,
Ugh. Destiny just continues to bother me. I HATE conversations with her. I never noticed how much I hate being with her nowadays. She. Is SO fucking boring! I miss when she was actually entertaining. This relationship is so roller coaster-y right now. God. I don't even think she's trying anymore. If you REALLY miss me, you would TRY to see me. Nope. She isn't.
I feel so alone! I really want to see my friends. Especially Carolina. She won't be talking to me much on the phone anymore because of family troubles she's having, and she read somewhere that talking on the phone for more than 30 minutes a day heightens the chance of a brain tumor or something. And she's really paranoid. Greattttt. Carolina is usually what gets me through the day. Well, I hope she can come over tomorrow to celebrate France's birthday with me. But she says she doesn't know if she can, because of her family troubles.
I'm so selfish. ;-;
The only other people that I really want to hang out with are Krystal and Bailey. That's it. Really. Or Sadie.
Also. Where the FUCK did Rebecca go? She hasn't talked to me in like a week.. She hasn't done anything.. She used to get on everyday.. Where are you, Rebecca??
Oh and England's dub voice made me laugh so much. I love it. I'm betting France comes out tomorrow <3
