Gin's rant about things that have been bothering him lately...

Ok, I've kept my trap shut long enough. But now I'm seriously. Fed. Up. I've got enough problems in my life between school and work as it is.

Topic 1:
WHY is it that every time I come online, SOMETHING has happened. People butting heads, arguing, yelling, disagreeing, fighting...I'm sick of it! I'm sick of coming home beaten and broken, opening the computer in the hope of talking to friends and just relaxing....and instead getting angry or upset or having to solve conflicts. Is it THAT hard for adults to get along?! Because to me it seems that the degree of maturity around lately has been indirect proportional with age! Why do I have to hear about friends butting heads all the time?!

Topic 2:
I'm tired of people pointing fingers! "He did it!" "He started it!" "It wasn't my fault!" Take your part of the blame, swallow it and shut up. I'm tired of old stuff getting dug back up and entering the old vicious circle of culprit and victim.

Topic 3:
THE BLEACH RP! GOD this has taken a toll on my nerves! Because it's also one of the CAUSES for the two topics above! *facepalms* The Bleach Rp initially started with Las Noches. Somewhere along the way it was decided that the world be expanded. And so Soul Society, Karakura and a few other worlds were born. But somewhere something went wrong. The RPers lost interest. Why? Because they were constrained and kept on a short leash. No one likes being constrained. Yet for a very long while, the problem persisted. Why? Because everyone can hear, but very few people can listen. And this is the issue that has brought so many conflicts. Because people refuse to listen.

I am tired of hearing how "the RP is dying". Whose fault is that? ALL our faults. You say it's dying? Do something about it. Don't just say "someone has to do something about it" or worse, stick your hands in your pockets, turn around and leave. Want to leave? No one's stopping you. Me and a few others are trying to save what's left of it. I DO NOT appreciate that kind of remarks from people that stood, watched and did nothing.

The "separation". I've posted a little bit about that in the main world but it's time to expand the topic and say what's really bothering me. Las Noches wants to return to its original formation. Fine. It wants to separate itself from the Bleach RP. Fine. But why do I hear about people being made to choose sides? Are we state enemies now? Did we declare war somewhere along the way? What happened? Because whatever happened, I sure as hell don't like it. Have you ever had to choose between two friends? If you have, you know how that feels. If not, I'm telling you it sucks. Badly. Why must they have to choose in the first place? I don't care what your differences are. Just don't pull other people in the mess. Take the past, shove it in a box, lock it up, throw it in the ocean and be done with it. Then shake hands, go your separate way and leave it at that.

Those of you who don't know me, might think I'm harsh. Well, if speaking my mind is harsh, then yeah, I'm harsh as hell. Deal with it. Those of you who DO know me, know what I'm talking about. Look carefully, listen and think about it. Consider another view. If you feel offended or attacked in any way, I don't care. I tired, fed up and don't want any more. If I hurt you, I'm sorry, but I have a lot of wounds myself. So no, I don't give a shit. I just want it over.

I will continue to sustain the RP. I won't wreck it and bury it. Because I'm grateful to it. I've met exceptional people and had a lot of fun. If only for that gratefulness, I will try my best to keep it going. And I know for sure I am not the only one.

Gin

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