I am Styer.
Thiz iz my world.
i live here alone.
people enter and leave different.
you been warned
- Created By FrownzDontSmile
jus thought about it...
okay, so i waz on my way out tha door so i can go 2 work and i decided 2 jump on here rele quik like ritee?
and i looked at tha post b4 and it tha 1 wit my picuture and i realized sumthin... i talk 2 alot of gurlz and not so many guyz on here... except 4 like maybe 2-3 guyz itz pretty much gurlz lol i think thatz kewl cuz i SO didnt try 2 do that and it happened that way ^_^
4 thoze who dont kno who i am
so it donned upon me tha alot of yall havent seen me b4 so i present 2 u tha sexi man-beast that iz Styer, Mr. Frownz himself!!!
dont b afraid, u can comment lol
well itz official...
me and houston r no longer an item...
we r jus friendz 4 tha tyme bein but still hold tha same feelingz....( weird agreement rite???)
but in a sense wen i look back maybe it waz tyme that tha relationship ended... i mean 4 now anywayz... maybe in tha future thingz will pick back up, but until then watevah comez my way, im welcomin ^_^
i met thiz puerto rican gurl tha othah day and hur name iz raquel ( jus a fyi, i LOVE latino women XDDDDD bettah yet, i love gurlz wit an accent period...O_o weird how sexi a gurl can be wit jus an accent lol)
she'z nice and rele wanna get 2 kno me. i said no at 1st cuz u kno i waz still spacin in my head but now i think i mite take up up on that and see where that will take me... who knowz...
i wanna send a shout out 2 my nu buddi vampgurl!!! thank 4 bein there luv!!! and every1 else thatz a regular 2 my page. yall iz wat keep me goin alot of tymez. Thank you all.(
well does it matter anymore?
well becuz of the stress level i have been under, i have suspended graffiti shogunz 4 a moment atleast until i get my head bak 2gether.
i wanna thank lunastarz and supersayianjounin(hope i spelled it rite) 4 bein there and of coarse dark desires 4 knowin wat 2 say 2 make thingz a lil bettah. thank u ladyz.
i talked 2 houston and shyt still havent gotten any better. i feel like i should end thiz and move on and hurt 4 tha moment but i cant jus turn my bak on hur, she meanz 2 much 2 me... i feel like everythin i worked so hard 4 and wanted iz bein flushed down a supah toliet and im standin on tha seat watchin it swirl away....
people keep tellin me that im 2 young 2 b stressin like thiz ovah a gurl but i nevah been tha type 2 not give 100% in any relationship i establish.
so now i sit here shyt faced, drunk or in tha process of gettin there so i can numb my senses enuff 2 not feel tha pain that tha world iz injectin me wit.
that grand question 4 tha day iz: does it even matter anymore????
heart broken literately
well... remeber wen i said that my heart iz in houston???
well i think thatz comin 2 an end. she iz mad at me and i think that it kinda my fault. she gave me tha choice of either comin 2 houston wit hur or stay here and end our relationship.
i love that gurl 2 death but i dont kno if im ready 2 leave chicago. pluz i mite b havin my own clothin line comin out soon (write 2 destroy iz tha name of tha line) and i would have 2 b in chicago 4 that. so either i pursue my clothin line and break up or i b wit hur and b broker than hell it self.
im lost az hell rite now and i have every1 and their grandma call, textin me, tellin me 2 do different shyt and they dont even kno tha past between uz. i been thru so much wit hur and she makez up a big part of my life 2 tha point that i need 2 talk 2 hur everydai 2 function. but she on tha verge of endin it. so now all tha weight of thiz relationship iz on my shoulderz 2 make a decision.
i had my future planned wit hur but if she decided 2 skate then i have nothin else 2 do.
WTF!!! i feel like cryin and if any of yall kno me, by me sayin that i feel like cryin it must be serious....
i dunno, i dont care no more, im depressed, fuck it
*slumpz off into tha shadowz*
+Styer+
~i dont like bein alone, i make myself nervous cuz im with only myself...~
