Hey everyone, been a crazy while since I last posted. If you made it here, welcome to my teenager days. I am now 20 and is amazed to see all that has changed since I first started using TheOtaku. I love poetry and I plan on becoming an accountant. If you want to talk, or just need a friend to vent to, hit me up :)

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Mew^^Kunnichiwa Datte Byo everyone^^Well um, srry i wasnt on for a while there i went on vacation and i had a blast!When i upload the pics onto my myspace i will totally send u all the links and ya'll can check them out^^

A new poem!

What i would do if i had 4 weeks to live

So there it is.
The news that changes your life.
They say 4 weeks and your just another person dying.
I could take it for granted.
Or i could live it up as if the world was one giant party.
But put it to you this way, i wouldnt do neither.
I wouldnt say good-bye to the ones i love, for this is only the new beginning.
I would just wake up every morning and look around.
Admire the things i have seen.
Flick the chip over my shoulder off.
Squeeze out the cloud of pouring cold rain over my head.
Open a window and touch the world.
I would dream for one more night with you.
I wouldnt let u go.
My deathbed is set, and now my expiration date is ticking its slow hours.
I shall die peacefully in my bed holding your hand.
I could write my very last song.
Strum my guitar for the last hour of my life.
But i rather lay in bed and be with you.
I wanna watch you grow and be a kid.
I wanna see you on your wedding day although i will not be the bride.
I wanna watch my parents let go of the past and worry about tommorrow.
I wanna watch my friends live it up.
I wanna be the one to take the wheel and hold everyones hand when they get the news..
.....They only have four weeks to live

My Sacrifice

Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart a memory
A perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember

When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
> Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there

When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
Cause when you are with me I am free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice, My Sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

My Sacrifice.

Our Song

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

[Chorus:]

Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
> When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

[Repeat Chorus]
I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I... wrote down our song

Im already there

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
> I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There