So basically, for me the past two days have consisted of me hanging out with that guy I've been talking about periodically. Yesterday, he came over at like 4:00 and didn't leave til 10:00 pm. It was sooo awesome. My parents finally left us alone enough to get to really talk. We were sitting out on my front porch for hours, just talking about whatever came to mind. We've been able to talk about anything and everything. I mean, both of us have our problems, some of them would never be something that you could talk about to anyone, but we can talk to each other because we know that it'll be okay. He's got some deeper stuff going on than I do, but its still not a problem for us. I really like being around him.. but I don't know what to do. I'm not really experienced with the whole "being social" thing so I can't tell him everything I want to cuz I just don't know how. If I could, things would be sooo much easier. Lol, I'm kinda klutzy too so I'm always falling off of stuff. Its funny because, he always catches me, no matter what. Well... there was once that I fell off of our little mini teeter-totter thing that he couldn't catch me but he did grab my arm and slow me down so I didn't get hurt. *sigh* I hate when he has to leave.. I miss him so much after he leaves that I don't know what to do with myself. I pace a lot naturally, but after he leaves I end up pacing for hours. Honestly, I don't know if there was even a point to this post, but its here soo... yea.