Okay, so I know that I'm virtually unknown here at theO, but I'm hoping to change that soon...if I can get my scanner to work or get some good FanWords going. Basically, this is where I'm going to tell everything that's going on with me personally as well as how anything I'm working on for theO is coming along. So with that, please enjoy.

Its 6:34 am...

AND I CAN'T SLEEP!!! I've been up all night! I'm at my friends house...yea she's been asleep for hours. I'm still sittin at the computer...tired as hell, but I CAN'T sleep. I freakin hate my insomnia... To make it worse, tomorrow...well today, is my little sister's 10th birthday and she's having a dance party, sleepover. Can you imagine the torture?! I HATE LITTLE KIDS! I HAVEN'T SLEPT AT ALL! AND I HATE DANCING/LOUD MUSIC/SOCIAL GATHERINGS! Gah, Imma blow a fuse tonight or something!! Especially with the whole "fam damnly" around... They're aggravating to no end!

Sorry but lack of sleep has caused a random, somewhat meaningless post.
I hope you guys slept well...

Wow...

Ok, so I know I mentioned before that there was a guy I've met that I could really, REALLY open up to. He's helped/is helping me through some crap and I really like talking to him, but I feel like people are kind of expecting me to go a bit further with our relationship. Its really confusing because like I said, I like talking to him, but every time I do those people get worse. I'm not going to stop talking to him because of it because all in all it doesn't matter what anyone else wants if we're happy with things, right?

Anyway, he's been opening up to me too. We're kind of supporting each other in a sense. I dunno how long we'd last if we couldn't talk to each other like we do. Both of us were kind of in need of someone so when we just clicked.

He just made this really deep post on his world here and I don't really know the words to use to describe my thoughts about it and everything else. I guess... I'm just hoping he reads this and knows that I care about him too, but I'm not sure how far I'm wanting to take things. Honestly, I'm afraid to get too close and he knows it. I guess I just have problems with letting myself get too attached... It's probably a little too late for that though.

This is a HUGE step for me. NEVER did I EVER picture me saying anything like this to ANYONE in the WORLD. Gawd this is confusing. My life is changing right in front of me, but I can't stop it. I don't know what to do...

Toonami

Apparently, Toonami is gone for good. I didn't get to watch it on its last night but I've heard there was a special ending for it and everything. Now they're showing "Action Flicks" if I'm not mistaken. What I wanna know is, do any of you know if they'll ever get another anime based timeframe again or if they're done with anime for good? Rumor, fact, theory, whatever. I'd just like some peoples thoughts on the topic.

Crazy ideas welcome too. I shall not discriminate!

Never thought it possible

As some of you may or may not know, I am a pretty private person. No one really knows a lot about me. Sure, they know I'm quiet, weird, quirky, and sheltered, but not many people get past that to the real me. I just don't like to trust anyone with that kind of information. Somehow though, this guy has gotten me to spill a lot of stuff that I would never tell anyone. Stuff that my BEST friend knows about, but doesn't know any details. It's crazy. I've never really trusted anyone before. I don't know what it is, but I can't help but tell this guy. I guess I just needed to tell someone and he was the one that got to know. Now I'm telling him all this crazy stuff that happened to me a while back and it feels great to put it all out there. I guess you can only keep so many secrets for so long.

I'm not really sure why I'm posting this either. Guess I just needed to put this all somewhere. I'm sure that the person I'm talking about is gonna read this though. You know who you are. (Lol, sounds like a threat.)

~Faith~

Anime Central

I'm already trying to plan for next years Anime Central. My friends are wanting to "crossplay" and I guess I'm going along with it. I don't know if "crossplay" is a real term or not but I'm gonna say it. Anyway, they say its where you take a male character, and make it female.

Anyway, I'm gonna be Gaara and was wondering if you guys think I should leave my hair alone and just get it to his color or if I should try to put on a short wig and style it. My hair's a little below my shoulders.

Also, my dad is wanting to go. We want him to cosplay too so if you have any good ideas for a 43 year old man those are VERY welcome.