Hush, Love, Don't cry,
It'll be alright,
Hold me close,
As I administer the dose,
Listen to my lullaby of lies.
- Created By Mercury Dragon
I'm Too Sober To Die!
Tagged by Gemma...Dammit!
RULES
-You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
-Tag five people after wards.
-Leave a message on their page telling them they're tagged.
ARE YOU?
1. Perfect? No, I am human, and humans are an imperfect species.
2. Tall? HELL no! 5' is not tall.
3. In your pajamas? Why, yes, actually.
4. Left handed? Righty tighty, thanks.
LAST:
1. Friend you saw: PZ and Oni (on PZ's webcam)
2. Talked to on the phone: Erm...my coworker, actually.
3. Person to text you: My fiance.
4. Was today better than yesterday? Today is Saturday and I just woke up. I don't know how it will be.
FAVORITES:
1. Number: 13
2. Color(s): Most of them.
3. Fruit: Banana, orange, strawberry
4. Place: My fiance's arms.
EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? Not really.
2. Are you happy? Not really.
3. Are you sad? Not in the least bit.
4. Are you bored? Pffft. Yes.
6. Are you nervous? Nope.
7. [Why is this question missing? Somebody delete it or something?]
8. Are you tired? Kinda...
CURRENTLY:
1. Eating? Schroedinger's Cat.
2. Drinking? Gypsy tears.
3. I'm about to: Kill my ovaries...
4. Listening to? "Uhn Tiss Uhn Tiss Uhn Tiss" by the Bloodhound Gang.
5. Plans for today? Fart around on teh Intarbuttz, groan in pain, cop a feel Copperfield-style, pull a Nicholas Cage and become unhappy with life which will cause me to compulsively figure out the mysteries of life and stop the world's eminent destruction...And maybe do some homework...
HAVE YOU EVER
1. Drank bubbles? What the fuck? People actually do that? Pfft. Retards...
2. Lost glasses/contacts? Nope...
3. Ran away from home? Nyet, but I've contemplated it.
4. Broken someone's heart? Accidentally...But he was more of a girl than I was.
5. Been arrested? Nein...Well, not yet, anyways...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles? I wouldn't be alive if they didn't exist.
2. Yourself? Oh, FUCK YES. I can be/do anything/anyone...
3. Heaven? Yes.
4. Santa Claus? Still got plans to catch that fat bastard...
5. Do you like someone? Hurrhurr, I'm engaged.
6. Do you believe in God? Ja. He's up there, and He loves us no matter how bad we screw up. He is Love.
7. Answered the truth on all questions? Yes.
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Rolled off of my couch.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: This meme...
Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Uh.............Some Jeff Foxworthy tour footage my roommate was watching.
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: The Fine Arts building on campus.
Q: Do you smile a lot?
A: Sure.
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: Rarely.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I can be...But mostly I'm a dick...
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: On my couch, like I do every night...
Q: When was the last time you cried:
A: Hahaha, Monday night.
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: "Stupid ovaries! Why can't you just die already?"
Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: Hm...9.5, 8.3, 9.8, 9.9, and a 2 from the German judge, who hates everybody.
Q: What do you hear right now?
A: “Remember me when you're the one who's silver-screened." ("Special Needs" by Placebo)
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: My ovaries, uterus, and any other muscles/organs involved in that area...
Q: What's your favorite month?
A: Most of them.
Q: What did you do last night?
A: Uploaded my first-ever porn drawing to teh Intarbuttz, saw a kick-ass play performed by my university's theater department, chatted on IM with PZ & Oni on PZ's webcam, watched PZ and Oni be drunk Irish bitches on PZ's webcam, kissed my fiance, drank water, ate a cheesey-melt, watched mindlessness on tv, and fell asleep on my couch.
I tag the first 5 people who read this who haven't done this yet. If you're uncertain as to whether or not you just got tagged, yes, you were tagged. NOW GO DO IT.
Stay classy, Otakuites.
Larien~
~~TELL 'EM ABOAT DA BAH-LOOOOONS!~~
Predictable...
Mood: Beyond furious; worried sick
Music: Good Charlotte "The Truth"
Have you ever been so extremely close to someone that you thought you knew everything about them? Well, how would you feel if they did a complete 180-degree turn in character? Yeah, I'm there. See, Daku had to leave yesterday for a Tri-Beta convention. It's a school-sanctioned event...Well, I don't trust the people he had to go with, and last night, my fears were confirmed. They convinced him to do something that he swore to me he'd never do. For one, it was illegal!! Secondly, it's against school policy, meaning it shouldn't even happen on a school-sanctioned event that's held off-campus!! Thirdly, he's showing an utter disregard for his health!! Fourth, he's showing an utter disregard for his future!! And finally, he's showing an utter disregard for my feelings!! Ever since I called him last night to say goodnight, and he told me what was going on, I've been crying off and on. I'm worried sick about him, and at the same time I'm beyond furious with him!! I expressed my concerns to him today just before lunch, and he simply brushed me off, telling me that my "train of thought is irrational and illogical".
I'M NOT THE ONE DOING ILLEGAL SHIT THAT COULD FUCK UP MY FUTURE IF I GET CAUGHT!!!!!
Quite honestly, I've got half a mind to go to Daku's academic advisor and inform HIM of what's going on...Unfortunately, I have no hard evidence, so it would be my word against Daku and the other Tri-Beta members' words...I feel like I'm trapped...I love him so much, but if he keeps showing such a disregard for my feelings and breaking my trust like this, I'm gonna leave his ass...And that's what hurts the most. I don't even know if I could continue living without him!
I feel so utterly lost and hopeless...
Please, I need advice...I don't know what to do...
Excel~
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