forgotten decadence

hey people i know i havent been here in awhile! super sorry ;_; busy with new media and such. im doing a song now - and its an emo song! ill giveth the youtube link once i have one ^^

j'attends ici
même comme mon couer brise
même comme amour vrai partit
parce que je sais qu'un jour l'amour que j'ai va avoir épines d'argent que transperce mon couer
je sais que qu'un jour, je vais vouloir vivre, ne jamais pour moi, mais pour quelqu'un d'autre
j'attends ici, je sais
je sais que quelqu'un ne va jamais faire la même pour moi

[i wait here
even as my heart breaks
even as true love walks away from me
because i know that someday the love i bear will no longer have thorns of silver that pierce my heart
i know that someday i will want to live, not ever for myself but for someone else
i wait here, knowing.
knowing that someone, anyone, will never do the same for me.]

pourquoi?
le homme est un animal égoïste naturellement
c'est seulement juste qu'ils pensent deux-mêmes, qui saignent sur le béton
vengeance a fini, comme leur meurtier partit
lui-même attend, songe si la douleur sa victime a eu est assez égaler sa douleur
est-ce que je fais la même à toi?
est-ce que tu veux saigner aujourd'hui?

[why?
humans are naturally selfish creatures
it is only right they should think of themselves, bleeding on the concrete
revenge taken, as their murderer walks away
themselves waiting, wondering if the pain their victim suffered was enough to equal their own
should i do the same to you?
DO YOU WANT TO BLEED TODAY???]

do you know what it is you seek ever and ever?
it's hatred is the world's only truth.
your forgotten decadence forever
where is your love now it has killed you?
torn your godforsaken heart out
and fed it to the beasts that want
maybe once you'd have known
but now you've lost it forever
your accursed forgotten decadence forever!

End