Inside I hope you know I'm dying with my heart beside
me in shattered pieces that may never be replaced.

You have brought me up so high.
I thought you fixed me, but then
you just threw me back down again.
I'm starting back from square one.
You told me you loved me and forever.
You said you'd keep me fixed.
You said you would marry me.
You filled up that empty space,
and now it's just back there again.

I hate you for doing this to me.
Yet, this is teaching me so much.

It's a total good thing that I have Austin. He's helped me pretty much the whole night. And Sayoko, and Ty, of course. They're always there for me. I love you guys. [and i'm crying because i love you guys so much xD]

Goodbye, Cody.

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