WORLD LIFE:
28 December, 2008 - current.
"Love is only a word; it's how you prove it's worth that means everything."
- Yours truly.
Geek (gēk) n. A person regarded as foolish, inept, or clumsy.
Danielle Joy Djayy. I don't like my real name :L It's a handful to write, and I'm rather lazy tbh. (; I'm sixteen years old; [7 September, '94]. I'm Asian ;') and I get good grades in school, because I care about what I'm doing with my life. I long to live in England with Jack one day. :')
Some call me a bitch. Others call me brutally honest. Your pick ;') I'm great with meeting new people. :') and I can keep a good conversation going. I get along better with guys more than girls, but that's just me. I tend to fall for guys easily. It may seem like I'm flirting, but that's just my personality breaking through. ;') Apparently, I give good advice. People are always asking me for it. I love being a help <3
Yes, I do talk like an educated person, because I AM an educated person. Thanks. I love video games. (; I'm a huge nerd. PSN name = zombiexcore (; I'm left handed, so therefore I tend to use the more creative side of my brain. The definition of the word "geek" up there fits perfectly. (;
I like designing with GIMP, which is quite similar to Photoshop only free. xD I'm quite good with it. Not to brag, but yeah. I write many stories; you should check them out in my other world. ;')
I love meeting new people! PLEASE speak to me; I'll make knowing me worth your time. :')
Dear Djayy.
Hallo. My name is Jack.
I am rather blonde ginger, and I loves you.
I don't know what I'd be like without you.
You are frankly a huge part of my life.
And I am extremely looking forward to our summer next year.
I would love to do everything we planned on MSN earlier. :L
A month with you sounds so perfect.
I can't think of how else I want to spend it.
You are incredibly beautiful. <<3
I love you.
So much.
Yours sincerely,
Jack.
THOSE WHO SHOULD BE REMEMBERED!
Nick. 15 February 1990 - 28 May 2008
Hunter. 21 March 1992 - 22 May 2009.
Troy. [dates still needed fill me in!]
Adam. 4 January 1993 - 29 June 2009
I'm never online. This is terrible. :X I never update for you guys, ever. :/ I'm sorry! So, so, sorry! (U) I feel like a jerk. :L You guys still love me anyway, right?!
Hm. Well. I don't want to update you on my everything. That would just take too much time... And I don't have the time right now. :X Fail, yes I know. But, I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm not dead!
I've gotten an iPod touch, so I should actually be posting every night, since I have the ability to do so. But, I've been so busy lately that I've been up till 2AM doing my homework everyday. But yes, I will attempt to post everyday. Sorry!
Loves xx
Remember Frank? Yes, the one I like. x3
xD
Tis all. He's such a sweetie pie.
I was crying yesterday after marching band because I was so frustrated. When I'm really frustrated, I cry like hell. And I was frustrated beyond repair. We were putting our instruments away, and he asks if I'm okay. I told him I wasn't, and he's goes, "Looks like someone needs a hug." And I got one from him.
And he just held me.
It was too cute. x3
But I must be off,
for I'm not supposed to be online :X
I LOVE YOU.
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZINATOR03!
Franklin is just hella adorable. x3 <33 He's amazingly silly, and I love his lisp. It doesn't make me feel alone when I hear it. . . xD But he's so cute x3 A few days ago, I think it was, we were just sitting in the instrument room laughing so hard.. and my friend Alissa that knows I like him walks in, and gives me this look of suspicion.
But the first time was when I opened my locker for my saxophone. He walks into it, and he says "Ow, djayy. Thanks," When it was clearly his fault. Frank was just covering it up xD. Second fail of the day was when he tried opening his locker and jammed his finger in it. xD Third, was when he was opening his locker (his other locker that was in the instrument room) and someone's saxophone fell on his hand. xDDD I kissed it and made it all better. :)
And we were sitting by each other on the floor, laughing, and that was when Alissa walks in. She gives me the look I was telling you. :X But, yeah. That's it. xD
Homecoming is tonight. I don't go because all they do is dance.... and I have two left feet xD. And, I don't like the music they play. And, I'd rather have a guy take me *coughcough* .o.; The homecoming game last night was epic. I loved it. :))
Well now that's it for real. Byeee xx
Taken from Nicki, who took from Jack. xD
Answers are in bold. :D
1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex. It was an accident.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn. Rofl. It wasn't porn, but some really gross shit. I was at my friends house and her bro showed it to me..O_o
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
TOTAL: 6
So far: 6
1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
TOTAL: 7
So far: 13
1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
TOTAL: 3
So far: 16
1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap. Ewwwwww.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 5
So far: 21
1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
TOTAL: 5
So far: 26
1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone. Lmfao.
4. been called a slut. They were stupid xD
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL:7
So far: 33
1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
TOTAL: 8
So far: 41
1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 5
So far: 46
1. met face-to-face with someone you met online. xD i'm terrible..
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drank and driven.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
TOTAL: 9
So far: 55
Grand Total: 55
If you have less than 10, write "I'm a goody-goody"
If you have more than 10, write "I'm still a goody goody"
If you have more than 20, write "I'm average"
If you have more than 30, write "I'm a bad kid"
If you have more than 40, write "I'm a very bad influence"
If you have more than 50, write "I'm a horrible person"
If you have more than 60, write "I should be in jail"
If you have more than 70, write "I should be dead"
One more reason I should never have met you
So, I'm really sick of guys right now. I think that they're right and everything, but they just turn out to be ass holes in the end.
Remember that guy Chris? We went to the movies Sunday, right? Before that, we'd always text, and be like, "I love you" and everything. I'd call him lovely, he'd call me love. Well after Sunday, Chris didn't text me as much as he used to. I assumed that he was grounded. But, I texted him Tuesday, and his reply was this a couple hours later:
Djayy, look, I don't want to go out with you
or date or anything, just no to everything,
even the love yous, sorry.
I was pissed. And after talking for awhile, he said this. "I almost changed my identity when you told me you liked me." When I asked him why, he said, "I didn't like you back in that way and I suck at disappointing people."
So what is this saying? I was led on again. Not intentionally, probably, but still led on. I would have rather him tell me before things had gotten so intense. I felt like Sunday was just for pity so I wouldn't feel bad.
It hurts. So, so much. :[
I hate this..
We can still be friends, though. Me and Cody [Yeah, you'll remember my drama with him from a couple months ago] are still friends to this day, [even though we don't talk as much as we do...]
It'll just take some time..
Just another reason I can never forget you
