obliviate.

WORLD LIFE:
28 December, 2008 - current.

"Love is only a word; it's how you prove it's worth that means everything."
- Yours truly.

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Geek (gēk) n. A person regarded as foolish, inept, or clumsy.

~~Danielle Joy~~ Djayy. I don't like my real name :L It's a handful to write, and I'm rather lazy tbh. (; I'm sixteen years old; [7 September, '94]. I'm Asian ;') and I get good grades in school, because I care about what I'm doing with my life. I long to live in England with Jack one day. :')

Some call me a bitch. Others call me brutally honest. Your pick ;') I'm great with meeting new people. :') and I can keep a good conversation going. I get along better with guys more than girls, but that's just me. I tend to fall for guys easily. It may seem like I'm flirting, but that's just my personality breaking through. ;') Apparently, I give good advice. People are always asking me for it. I love being a help <3

Yes, I do talk like an educated person, because I AM an educated person. Thanks. I love video games. (; I'm a huge nerd. PSN name = zombiexcore (; I'm left handed, so therefore I tend to use the more creative side of my brain. The definition of the word "geek" up there fits perfectly. (;

I like designing with GIMP, which is quite similar to Photoshop only free. xD I'm quite good with it. Not to brag, but yeah. I write many stories; you should check them out in my other world. ;')

I love meeting new people! PLEASE speak to me; I'll make knowing me worth your time. :')

Dear Djayy.
Hallo. My name is Jack.
I am rather ~~blonde~~ ginger, and I loves you.
I don't know what I'd be like without you.
You are frankly a huge part of my life.
And I am extremely looking forward to our summer next year.
I would love to do everything we planned on MSN earlier. :L
A month with you sounds so perfect.
I can't think of how else I want to spend it.
You are incredibly beautiful. <<3
I love you.
So much.
Yours sincerely,
Jack.

THOSE WHO SHOULD BE REMEMBERED!
Nick. 15 February 1990 - 28 May 2008
Hunter. 21 March 1992 - 22 May 2009.
Troy. [dates still needed fill me in!]
Adam. 4 January 1993 - 29 June 2009

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FUCK.

Fuck.
I just got over you.
I just got over everything.
And then facebook allows people to connect.

What if I don't want to connect with you?
What if it hurts knowing you have something I don't?

Great.
Just fucking great.

PS;

I'm not going to be on for awhile most likely.

I'll probably be dead.

Damn conferences.

REMINDER; I need to not hazard my heart.

I don't know.
I. Don't. Fucking. Know.

I don't fucking know anything anymore.

I know it's gonna happen with me and him.

He loves me.
I love him.
He dates her.
I hate him.

I think that I feel that way, but I know that I do not.

I think I hate him.
I want to hate him.
I feel hate for him.

But I don't hate him.

I can never hate someone I love as much as him.

I can never hate anyone, as much as I use the word hate.

I cannot hate him.

I've sent him my life.
I've sent him my heart.
I've sent him my thoughts.
I've sent him my everything.
With words spoken through the
art of paper and pen, and
drawings. Everything.
I. Gave. Everything.
And I expect nothing.
I need nothing, but only him.
And even that I cannot have.

Never been kissed.
Never felt loved.
Maybe I belong
There up above.

I need to fucking die.

And besides this guy,
another guy has fucked me over.

I dislike when people throw the fucking word "love" around like it's a basketball.
I dislike people who abuse my feelings.
People who abuse my ability to trust.
I dislike people in general.
I'm not antisocial, I just dislike everything about our society nowadays.

I dislike players.
I dislike whores.
I dislike when
they come back for more.

More pain and hurt,
more hate for me.
More fun for them,
to see me bleed.

Goodbye, Otaku.
I don't know if I want to come back anymore.

All I do is complain to you.

PS, I was in quite a rhyming mood, if you didn't notice.

REMINDER: Days for no school are bad ass.

I basically love not going to school. Who doesn't? Lol. I really do enjoy school though; I can see all my friends! Woo. Haha, well today I have just that, NO SCHOOL. it's election day for our school administration board or something. I can't remember cause I fail like that xP and it's not important to me so I don't remember.

My mother is having her surgery this week for her back. She really needs this. Her back has been causing he so much unbearable pain that sometimes it's hard for her to just walk. It's terrible seeing someone you love have to go through that DAILY. As much as I can't stand me mum sometimes, I still love her a lot.

It's getting a lot easier to update this from my iPod, since in getting a whole hell of a lot better at typing on it, both landscape and portrait wise. XD I do hate the spell check thing sometimes though, because when I try to put hell, he'll comes out and I'm like, "WAITWTF xO" lololol. It's really funny to watch me when I'm typing say my cousin cause I get so concentrated. xD Jerk.

Well I know that this isn't that long, but it is for me as my fingers are starting to hurt xP so I'll wrap it up here.

Bye guys x (:

REMINDER: I'm nor a good person.

Blah. I hate a lot of people right now. I hate how confused guys make me.

Remember tht guy Cody that I was dating? Yeh. I hate how when he calls me it brings up bad memories.
Like how much love I put into our relationship.
How it seems like he fucked me over in the end.
How he still has the letter that i wrote him, how he say he can't throw it away cause he'll feel bad.

Really? Idk. It's just really upsetting me how he calls randomly sometimes. It just bites.

Whatever.
I got candy for Halloween yay.
Not much though but I still got some xD
I went with my friend whom I haven't seen in four years. She was wearing her marching band uniform as a costume, but she wa a dead marcher xD.

How was your guys'? x