grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i have no clue what to do about life, love any of it.
all words that pertain to daily living that begin with "l" confuse the shit out of me.
all the time... i think about things that never should be thought about...
shit like my past...
that is some shit right?
i cant think about the way things used to be without driving myself mad.
amazing right?
i know. im fucking insane.
but thats the way i am.
and i cant take anymore of this...this shit!
but i guess i can ignore it for one more day...
another day of agony into a lifetime is nothing right?
just another brick of shit in the four walls to my personal hell.
all in all i guess it doesnt really matter.

End