Damn it, it has started again,
no matter what i do,
it just will not let me be,
I have tried my best,
But nothing will calm it,
nothing will stop it cleanly,
I am muddling through a mess,
that is my own body at this moment,
the sickness lingers,
nothing else is helping it,
nothing else is making me feel better,
why is it still there,
why won't it leave,
please, just go,
I don't wish for you,
I never wanted to feel it,
I hate the feeling,
Of weakness, of less,
It kills my spirit,
and i will bring it back,
I don't know how for the moment,
But i will stop your reign,
And return what will i have.
Believe my power,
I will win.