Hi.... I feel in the dulest mood in the world right now, so lets try and somehow cover it up!
I honestly dont know how to but i just felt like writing on here, cause its called "Dear Diary" So when i think of a dairy i think journal, and when i think journal ,i think entries, and when of entries i think of dialog, or words =D
i think ill make this post confessions =D
Idea for this came from the Song: ( when i was gonna paste the link it said "im a monster" and i am Mwhahaha i'm gonna creep under your bed now =P)
Confessions:
1. Im not i 150 year old vampire like it says in my intro =O
2. I feel really sick of myself right now cause i act to much and now i'm confused on who i really am, so even when i type stuff like this on the compute, i still dont know... Im so confused =3= ( this is only cause i certain something happened today P.S. not all of these will be gloomy =D )
3. Im scared of the word "Derp" 
I think its so funneh how im scared of this word... cause i think awhile back on of my friends here ( i havent talked to in like forever ) called me a derp, for knowing something, then i had to ask what derp meant xD I just love how clueless i am... lol i got it from my dad x3
4. I love going to the library with friends, then i walk up to one of them then say " Your wearing axe " and then hear them say " Holy how did you know " or them say " O MY GOD... STALKER! " ( we usally get shushed its not my fault though =3=)
5. Ive been loving my summer lovin lately 
... its freaking adorable, im just like summer i love you will you marry then like after like weeks pass his like were getting divorced and im like "NOOOO!!!... Dont leave me "
6. Today i went to my friends house and her friend came and i felt all flirty al the moment ( just kidding i was just kinda bored ), so when she was about to hang up, i was like " WAIT! weres my good bye kiss... then i threw around a bunch of blow kisses =O, by now i would think that you would think, im a weirdo... but then that fine, be the way you want, just accept that about me if youll give the time of becoming my friend xD which by the way i would totally love, i love having friends )
7. Im very sad cause i realized i have no true friends, i know i have loving caring friends but this is how it always works with me! Ill have someone that i want to be my friend forever, but i always end up with a broken heart </3
That why i have a love hate thing for like friendshi, except for i never hate my friends...
8. I always post my post thingies around 10:30 or 11:00 pm
Sometimes later... so then maybe nobosy will see this of course though... i always love the company =3
Bai Bai! And there probably will be more confessions =D
