It was my loss
I let you slip from my grasp
I didn't even try to get you back
Not once
I just let them take you away from me
They promised they would do their best to keep you happy
With a promise like that I knew they would
So I just let you go without a protest
I let you go
And it was stupid of me to do that
But now I can't go back on my word
How stupid!?
I could have at least tried to take you away from them
But I didn't
It hurts to realize how much I loved you
It hurts even more to admit that I connected with you the moment you came into this world
My world
I was so stpuid to let you go with them
But I wanted the best for you
I wanted you with someone who would be able to love you and take good care of you
Not just...not just keep you
So I watched you go with them from my bedroom window
And as I watched you go,I cried
Now I regret letting you go
But what was I to do?
Was I just to run down the hallway,out the front door,and take you away from them?
If it was that easy I would have done
But it wasn't
So tell me what was I supposed to do?
Was I to leave my home and evertyhing I knew behind me?
Was I to take you someplace far away?
Was I to leave what I knew and loved behind to keep you in my grasp?
I'll admit it does hurt to see you gone
It hurst way more than I thought it would to be honest
I wake up every night crying for you
Because I miss you
I miss seeing you every time I wake up
I miss hearing you cry for me
I miss hearing you laugh
I miss holding you close to me in my arms
I miss seeing that little sparkle in your eyes when you wake up to see me holding you
I miss hearing your laughter when I blow on your little stomach
But most of all
I miss holding you in my arms