and now i tremble
there is no way to accept
that my minds were stolen once by someone like you
i still tremble
i sing
i cry
i scream
inside.....
a part of my soul cracks
dipped in a glass of wine
you stained my lips with a kiss i did not wish
i did not expect
mashed a feeling
that crumbles me
aware or not
in your embrace
you kill a soul
you slother a mourning spirit
i am afraid to love you
because i can feel it's a lie.....
i have no faith
no sky
no crown to cherish
no lord
no servant
no kingdom
no power
no use
just flow of life,
drifting side to side
don't play with my soul
my mind senses you sharply.....
i am a paranoid monstrousity of a girl
who leaves out all traces of soul
gone numb, you betray your status
my mind shouts blasphemy
you taint youself in a game you cannot win in front of me
you have tainted me in my selfless wish of supporting you
----
beautiful lights in the trees
scent of ice and leaves and asphalt.....
my dreamt heaven is a lie
you are just proving me so
by manipulating me~
[just an image you might have made about me]
