yeah the title states one question. why should i keep breathing and stay when people keep playing with me tell me things that are not true lie to me and cheat me? to much shit is happening i'm stressed out to throwing up blood on a daily basis i'm always torn up because of it and no one cares people just keep on telling the lies and playing with me. if i am going to go through so much pain what is there that is worth all of it will there be something or somebody worth fighting to stay alive to stop the depression from taking over my whole mind and body and finally ending my pitiful existence... yeah i know i have messed up in the past and if this is karmas way of saying F*ck you then she might as well kill me before i do it myself........ that is all for now till next time( if there is a next time) bye...