I have vomit of the mouth. Because I grab at the opportunity to trust people--for the moment. Now, granted this time I "opened up to" my mom [O.o like, why's that a bad thing?], but I feel exposed. So... I'm still working on not feeling like garbage when something honest comes out of my mout.
Sincerity is key. But it hurts.
It's very odd. I'm pretty good at acting rational and understanding it. I promote rationality. But I'm personally the very opposite. Beh. Constantly fighting with irrational thoughts. Contradicting myself aaaall the time.
Cya Otaku
