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To burp out loud is to belch sort of unexpectedly, as if to slip sort of spontaneously, and--despite the custom "oops" that follows--with a bit of necessity. It's a self-satisfying gesture, at times executed with a complex mix of bewilderment, rage, affection, or fulfillment. In spite of one's earnest efforts, some ring more obnoxiously than others--with no intention of offense. In such instances, it is expected that those guests sitting wide eyed across from the bum act with the similar, and understand burping as a natural process to fun understanding. Feel free to set fire to any falsely assumed restrictions. Burp as if you were born free; set your feet upon the dinner table and let loose a button or two.

--Shi Bum Bumm

(formerly: xX9.tailed:NekoXx)


I'm really not supposed to be on the computer, so that should explain the total lack of comments >>; Because I read all of your posts! All of zhem.

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oh, and public apology time:
Furry-Chibi 'n Virtual Rum: sorry for being a complete bitch lately :D Way more than usual? Stuff happens. And I probably could've just breezed over it without you guys caring much, but I never actually apologize for my moody-bitchy-moments. Because they're quite frequent.
Kay, over it, right? Right.



I had planned to make a snazzy post for my Otakuversary this year (Aug. 12th), but as usual, it completely slipped my mind >>; Ah wells. I opted for the below instead: ...

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i hear voices when the music stops

I'm listening to music through mega headphones right now, like I usually do. I know there's someone up and about in the house right now because I can hear footsteps, but I also hear conversations in the background. Buuuuut when I take the headphones off to better hear, all I notice is the fan and other than that, silence.

Whatever. Stupid houses and its stupid nonsensical noises.

Now, I realized readers may think it plausible that I imagined those noises. But no, well yes, it's possible, but I wasn't that sleepy at the time. See, when feeling tired, then light music will play (not the chorus lines that usually get stuck in people’s head; it’s like soft piano music). If I’m supahhh drowsy then anything goes xD I start seeing cloaked strangers walking through my peripheral, then experience Exploding Head Syndrome, THEN the voices move in. hahahaa. I only reach stage three while writing 2a.m. essays D’: the voices get too distracting and I end up having to finish it during lunch anyways....

Uhmm… I don’t remember the true point of this post.
So I think I'll just ramble about whutevahhhhhh. No need to read any further :3

I had a strange, uncontrollable crying episode earlier. All Rummy's fault. Not really but it sorta kinda was. Something she said + the songs playing got me really emotional really quickly .-. I hate that. It was about my Grammpa and my family and about myfearofpeopleleavingme though, so I couldn't help myself. Out of all my fears, that's the only one that'll seriously get to me in every worst way possible. Don't tell me someone close to me is dieing or leaving.

And I couldn't find any napkins in my room 'cept for that one Dunkin Donuts one on my chair D'8 LOLsomuchsnotandtears.

That lasted for a good 15minutes. (wtf, who cries that lawwwng?) Then I realized that changing the oh so depressing song might help and it did :D

So does anyone remember that sleep-murdering, brain-wracking novella? The one I had to write for my AP English final exam? Yep, the last I mentioned about it was this. BUT GUESS VAT GUESS VAT. I gotta 98 on ett :DD I was uberly proud. My teacher's two critiques were that I included an immense amount of detail but wasn't explicit enough and that she got lost a few times. I was still uberly proud.
Then I remembered a few technical split ends in the story line, reread it and wanted to vomit >_>
SOOOOOO I'm editting it, since I never technically did. My whole novella was basically a second draft and didn't get much treatment, although it devoured most of my time. I'mma make it longer and better.
And once I post it all you'll all read it like good little boys and girls.

Ehhhhyeahhh..kayy. bye then :D

EDIT: why won't theO let me feature anything on my portfolio? The clicking box is unclickable >:L

Jhaji says she's got my back.

I get icky heartachey feelings at this time of night, but I stay up until 3a.m. everyday regardless :|
It's a desperate, possessive (over what?), lonely, jumbleofotherstuffandidunnowhat state that's balled into what seems like my usual moody self.

El.Ay.Em.OH, try not to "huh" out loud ;D

OH SHNIP HERE'S CHIIBZ TO SAVE THE DAY<333 since Rummy had to go after like, 2min. It's okay though. I'll be waking up at 6a.m. just to sneak out and see her at 7:15a.m. BECAUSE I LOVE U MISS U BABY.

I feel better now? Yes. I think this craptastic nightly sadness is a tad dramatic and I wanna stab myself for it.

SO. I have nothing else to say.
oh, the title. An old bestfriend used to call me Jhaji (pronounced: ja-Gee) and we always had each other's back, (not that I ever really needed backing..) but then she fell off the face of the earth. so bye love.
Irrelevent story for irrelevent and misleading title that doesn't make sense :D

I thought I started this post at like 11-ish? I guess I kept leaving it and c'ommin back to it 'cause it's 1:10a.m.


It's times like these when I have so much to post about that make me not want to post at all.
I guess I'll just go write the important stuff down somewhere.