Such a stupid idea..

Its such a stupid Idea to say this shit, he laughed at me, He laughed at my heart...

I gave up, And thought: well I guess I have someone,
I've got no one, if everyone I go to laughs at me I have nothing, No one, Nothing.

I'm a sad excuse for a girl, Im a very very sad person!
Now I start fights, Cry myself to sleep, Think I have no one and to top that I'm going to a fucking counselor.
I HATE THIS!

I HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!

I want to leave, I want to leave really bad. Its just something I want to do, Leave on a vacation, get away, Stop addiction.

Decide what I mean.

And not Cry myself to sleep.

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